Well it's with a very heavy heart that I announce the passin..
🕑 Added 2024-04-05 11:49:49 +0000 UTC
Well it's with a very heavy heart that I announce the passing of my mother. π
03/10/1963
To
04/04/2024
Mom,
You're heart stopped beating today and when it did...mine did too. I can't even describe how hard it was to watch you take your last breath. π
I still can not grasp that you are gone. But it was your time to go Mom. Your suffering is over. Your pain is gone. You are now at peace.
Mom,
Never being able to touch you again, hold your hand, kiss your cheek, get a hug, call you, hear your voice, dance with you, go on a car ride with you, and so much more. Is the worse feeling in the world. But Mom. You were so strong and I am so sorry for the suffering you went threw π gosh does it break my heart. The loss of your breathing, the loss of your legs, the loss of your quality of life. The not be able to sleep because of the amount of pain you were in.I'm so sorry Mom. You out of all people, NEVER deserved any of that. NONE of it.
Mom,
Thank you, for everything. Your patience with me. The love and compassion. Being my best friend.the BEST ever secret keeper! An amazing cook and cleaner. All your work, hard hard work.in the house. With your family. You are a mind blowing women. You will never truly know how much you really meant to me Mom. Gosh. This is the hardest thing I have ever had to go threw. But I'll stay strong. For myself, for you & for Dad. Because that's what you want. And I know this! And Mom I promise will I keep my crying under control, because it is okay to be sad but it's not okay to stay there. That's not what you want. Plus tomorrow is one day closer to seeing you again ! π€
You are a true angel π π
Mom,
I know you didn't want to leave us. But you had no other choice. It makes me sad. So fucking sad. ππ but knowing you are not suffering anymore brings me some joy. It does. Because, seeing you like that. Wow ππππ I'm so thankful I was able to be here for you and help take care of you. Gosh am I ever blessed to have been there through your most toughest days here on earth.
I have so much more to say Mom. But if I continue, I will be up all night, no sleep and crying. And you would not want that π€
Mom,
Thank you for the gift you gave me before leaving. I can't thank you enough Mom. The gift at a chance of having a baby is the best gift I could ever have π₯Ίπ₯Ήβ€οΈβπ©Ή you telling me you were giving me this gift because I deserve to have a baby and that I'll make a good Mom. Was the most special thing I could have ever heard and I will treasure that forever. I will treasure you forever Mom π©΅ππ©΅ππ©΅ππ©΅ππ©΅π
Mom,
The most huge thank you for what you requested for your departing. What was done. Finally. I am at peace with it all Mom. I can finally let that part of my life go. And breath. Because of you. I can finally forgive myself for what happened YEARS ago π€ & I know Mom. It wasn't my fault. I finally understand. I was just a kid.
If you know me well enough, you know how close I was with my Mom. Still at the age I am at. She would brush my hair. She truly was someone that living without if going to extremely difficult β€οΈβπ©Ή
She never stopped treating me like her little girl and also her best friend. Nothing will be the same without her. But for her, I will most definitely remain strong and pull through.
I love you Mommy β£οΈ Gros comme la lune, Gros comme la terre, beaucoup, beaucoup, comme hier (something she said to me from baby all the way up to now)
https://youtu.be/yZrtSDmQOro?si=g8DupHUVrVy7VdbV
Please understand that I will be taking a week off during this difficult time
