Dear all 馃┓As you鈥檝e probably realised it鈥檚 taken me much lon..
🕑 Added 2025-01-03 11:09:37 +0000 UTCDear all 馃┓
As you鈥檝e probably realised it鈥檚 taken me much longer to get back on my feet than I鈥檇 thought or hoped, and I truly can鈥檛 thank you enough for your patience and understanding. In honesty, I鈥檓 still sick, and I think there鈥檚 been too much permanent damage this time to just keep trying to get better or back to where I was. I鈥檓 just going to do my best to do what I鈥檓 able to do at any given time and hope that I can still give you the best vids I can over the coming weeks 馃┑
With that having bern said there are going to be some big changes and there are things I need to talk to you about, soon. It鈥檚 scary stuff and I don鈥檛 know how to even start but you have always accepted me for who I am, without question and supported me through (literally) thick and thin. I feel safe with you and hope you鈥檒l have my back. And I think it can only be a positive thing, long term. I know this is kind of cryptic and confusing, it鈥檚 going to be easier (I hope) to explain it in person when I record some new videos for you next week. It鈥檚 even gonna give me the opportunity to try out a lot of different stuff that I鈥檝e never felt comfortable doing before 馃┓
I hope you鈥檒l forgive me for having lost some weight and not having been able to regain it as yet. It might be a slower process right now because I think everything I consume is going straight into healing. I lost 3 stone (both fat and muscle) between November and just before Christmas through getting sick and I鈥檝e only been able to regain a whopping total of 2 pounds between then and now. Every little helps along the way through so believe me I鈥檓 doing all I can to get back on track, but i鈥檓 going to be patient with my body so I can heal well and do things right 馃┑
In the meanwhile enjoy a bunch of different bits and pieces as I鈥檓 finally able to start going through them to upload and share, and please vote in the polls I鈥檒l be dropping to see what you鈥檇 like me to record next week. I鈥檓 intending to start making more explicit stuff too so there will be nosy questions coming! 馃┓
Once again, thank you so, so much for being such amazing, supportive people. I鈥檓 about to start a new journey that鈥檚 taken me by surprise but I鈥檓 ready to share it with you and I鈥檒l be here sharing my belly, my gains and my self-discovery with you at every step of the way 馃┑