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I did a small Bufo toad 🐸 medicine ceremony today with my be..
🕑 Added 2021-11-21 01:31:41 +0000 UTC I did a small Bufo toad 🐸 medicine ceremony today with my best friend and feel my heart opening more and more. I see what is in the way of it being blocked, because being open is the natural state (which feels soo blissful and relaxing…I feel how myself shutting down and closing off the heart chakra leads to depression). It’s a natural flow, the reciprocal giving and receiving of love, spending and taking in money, breathing out and breathing in. Using Bufo helps you put ego aside to enable connecting with source. I felt all of the tears streaming down as soon as it hit me. Pain I carry with me all the time. I re-realized how suppressed I was. How attached I was to feeling shame, and also to not feeling shame making it harder for me to see myself. I see how much fear I still carry with me. Fear of people, fear of being seen, of experiencing intimacy. Feeling how good it can be to open up helps me understand it will be a matter of practice to integrate this feeling into my daily life and not forget how good it can be to release the numbness and stagnant energy and just release the tears, or whatever other expression awaits on the other side. I’m so grateful for you for subscribing to my page and supporting me, it really means a lot to me! 🌻❤️ Thanks so much for being a part of my healing journey.
