milky_xiu
fansly
🕑 Added 2023-07-15 10:35:49 +0000 UTC
I'm sorry I didn't post anything recently.
There is a reason, and it's difficult for me to speak about this now, but I want to let you know anyway.
Unfortunately, I've lost everything again.
I didn't know anything could be worse than just lose your home and live outside in the tent, like I did 6 months ago. These 6 months after street life was really productive and quiet, which I really needed at that moment. But I've lost everything again... And it's even worse, because I lost my only one bank card and I can't issue another one due to the fact I'm russian by passport.
I can't pay for apartment, food, I can't ask for help and I can't work and withdraw the results of my job anymore.
I guess most people won't understand how it is possible. Your news probably saying: "only "rich" russians for banned/restricted from services". But not only rich and big people, as you can see on my example.
I'm not complaining, people in Ukraine have bigger problems and I'm there with all my heart, as a Ukrainian too (my mom is Ukrainian). I only wish Ukraine have freedom from terrorist country. And I supported Ukraine in every way I was able to.
But now I can't even receive my money from this platform. I can't have life, just a standard one, of a normal human being.
You can't imagine all your cards stopped working. But this is what I've got now, this is my reality. I don't know where I will go tomorrow. What I will do with such a passport which keep being rejected from everywhere. I don't feel I have a place on this planet at all. It's not possible for me to travel, cause I can't pay even for food now. I don't know, what a person supposed to do in this situation. For me it's all over.
You still can enjoy a big job that I've done here. I'll leave it for now, and maybe one day the money that been collecting here will help me somehow. If I'll ever have a privilege to have a bank card. But for now I just simply don't have opportunity to continue filming.
I hope to see you all again one day...
