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Happy Camel Toe โฆ I mean Happy New Years!!!๐๐๐๐ฅณ๐ฅณ๐ฅณโค๏ธโค๏ธโค๏ธ๐๐๐๐ซ ..
🕑 Added 2024-01-01 05:12:48 +0000 UTC Happy Camel Toe โฆ I mean Happy New Years!!!๐๐๐๐ฅณ๐ฅณ๐ฅณโค๏ธโค๏ธโค๏ธ๐๐๐๐ซ I really donโt want to censor my thoughts and feelings, based on a fear that I may be misunderstood or worse cause someone discomfort. Itโs a challenge to communicate feelings at the best of time. In a regular conversation, there are opportunities to clarify. This platform itโs tricky. I still put in a fair bit of time and effort to express myself and then if need be, individually clarify my posts. I think itโs important my fans get to experience more than my boobs and other cute things. ๐ If I made anyone feel bad about themselves tonight by sharing on my stories. That was not my intention. I donโt feel like I should have to apologize for expressing myself but I do feel that if my expression caused you discomfort I will. Itโs true โฆ At times โฆ in the past โฆ I havenโt been happy on this platform. A combination of subconscious beliefs (conservative upbringing) , judgements from others (those closest to me and strangers) as well as insults from fans โฆ have affected me. โจMy point tonight in my stories was that Iโm no longer in that resulting state of shame anymore. Iโve always enjoyed what I create here but the shame affected how I perceived and reacted to all of my experiences on this platform. Now for the first time Iโm happy and more importantly, proud of the content I produce. Itโs consistent with who I am and who I want to be. I plan on carrying that mindset through to 2024. This has been a huge breakthrough for me. I no longer feel shame for being on this platform. โจI also, no longer feel like Iโm letting my fans down because I wonโt conform to other creatorโs style of content. I have a fan base that appreciates and wants my style. I finally feel like I am enough. Isnโt that what we all want. To feel like we are enough โฆ just as we are? Please tell me the moments in your life were your girlfriend, wife, boss, family made you feel like you werenโt enough. Not intentional Iโm sure but How did you behave? Were you happy, content? Did you have the emotional maturity to navigate through those feelings in such a way that drama evaded you. Or did your life fall apart right in front of you? Nobody wants to feel like they arenโt enough. Nobody but ourselves can ever make us feel like we are enough. Well I have compassion for myself now. Iโm going to navigate through 2024 with that mindset. I am enough. Just as I am in this very moment. I finally see the value in my offering๐ Iโm not sad. Iโm not upset. Iโm firmly taking a stand in my own self that what Iโm doing here is nothing to be shameful about. Going forward, I wonโt let anyone not even myself try and convince me otherwise. โจIโve had to overcome a lot to get to this place. My tears are cleansing tears. Iโm at peace.๐๐ Happy New Year ๐
