Moving Through It
CW: crying
I wasn't sure whether or not t..
🕑 Added 2021-01-28 22:42:14 +0000 UTC
Moving Through It
CW: crying
I wasn't sure whether or not to share this but upon watching it back I felt like it maybe says everything I've been holding back the past month or so. I'm working through somethings. I've been trying to put on a brave face and get back to feeling sexy and kinky but it comes and goes lately. I am an ex ballerina/dancer and the other day everything just got to a point where something clicked and I needed to get it out of my body. movement has always been a big part of my life and how I process things. I know this isn't a sexy post but I'm human and I want to share the human parts of me with you all as well as the naughty stuff. this platform is a huge outlet for me. It was very difficult for me to actually dance and watch this back. You can see my body struggling to move with ease due to my arthritis but I'm trying to not look at it through my dancer eyes. it felt amazing. it really did even with all the stiffness and realizing just how limited I am now compared to when I was dancing everyday. this was cathartic. this is my therapy. this was the first step in letting go of the place I've been stuck in and moving through it. this is my first step in putting myself first and getting back to the things that bring me immense joy. I hope this maybe explains why my posts have slowed down or why I've gone silent sometimes lately. I'm doing okay. I'm still here and am always a message away to anyone who ever needs a listening ear or wants to catch up 💕 I appreciate you all for being so supportive and patient with me during this time.
