Hi everyone, sorry this is going to be a huge rant I just ki..
🕑 Added 2022-05-10 15:22:52 +0000 UTC
Hi everyone, sorry this is going to be a huge rant I just kinda have to get out there I guess! I'm really not doing ok.
Family can be such a nightmare, especially when it comes to me being trans. Ultimately since I cannot afford hormones or surgeries yet, I think they will always see me as just some freakish man in a dress. I guess I probably see myself that way too, as just a freak that's unworthy of being appreciated.
I don't really know if I'll ever get past this. I mean affording hormones and surgeries is such a huge task that's so hard to see myself ever getting. Even if I did it might not solve these issues I have. My family would likely continue treating me awfully, maybe even more than they do now. I just really wish I could be truly comfortable and happy with myself. Sorry, thank you for reading though. I really do appreciate it.
