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Hey, thanks for the support regarding the last post. It’s been hard but it’s good to know all my twitch viewers hated that little shit too. I’ve been in a depressed daze for the last couple weeks due to this. Hopefully it gets easier. I just have to keep on going, moving forward despite being so fucking sad all the damn time. Talking to a bootleg Timothee Chalamet is helping a tiny bit but it’s not enough to fill this empty space in my life. Okay, he was pretty damn abusive though — emotionally and verbally cruel but I guess it was his kinder moments that caused me to overlook the bad ones. I saw those rare acts of kindness as his “true nature” and the horrible cruelty as this tough guy act. What if I had it backwards? What if it was the kindness that was an act and it was his cruelty that represented his “true nature”. It’s sad because I truly loved him, I would prioritize him above all else, as most twitch followers would have remembered. As horrible as he become, I still don’t hate him and I can’t get myself to hate him. I don’t know, a part of me wants to believe he’s still playing up this act and this isn’t who he truly is… who knows.
