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Helloo
🕑 Added 2023-08-11 01:25:42 +0000 UTCI'm sorry everyone. I don't know where to begin. I'm not in the right state of mind for writing, and I doubt I'll be for some days yet, but I've always aimed to remain transparent with all of you here, so I'm gonna try anyway.
Today it's been a day of bad news, after a week nervously waiting for the lab results of one of my kittens. I just feel broken. And until more tests are done, I have to face the cruel assumption that my other kitten has been affected by it too. I don't even know what to think rn... I just keep expecting to wake from my bed, to find out today was only a bad nightmare.
And I was honestly in dire needs of better news. Before even a hint of any of the above, I had been going thru a whole other month of stress-related disorders in my own body, not improving even after following the same old 'protocol' that used to help me in previous episodes, every other year.
With all things... I don't know where my head is standing right now, my mind is gray, I'm running on fumes.
If you are able, please wait for me. I intend to return to activity, to work, the sooner I can. Idleness doesn't do me good, but my mind can only handle so much at once and still be 'creative'.
Thank you so much for reading.
Comments
HandsomeArtist
Take care Fegu and I wish for you and your cats a better tomorrow!
Fegu
Thank you!
DOLLACROSS
Take as much time you need to rest and feel ready to return. I'll be here for your return :)
