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Messy dream? 😅
🕑 Added 2021-09-08 17:30:35 +0000 UTCSo I’m sure everyone’s aware messing just isn’t my thing. I’ve done it once by myself and my first time was an enema with a couple (that story is an audio here if anyone wants more details!) But I did recently change my first messy diaper that was a friends and it was completely fine and a good time watching them do it and cleaning up. I’m just not squeamish about things like that. And my experiences weren’t bad it just wasn’t for me and I’ve kind of told myself I’d just continue to not do it unless I was with someone really into it
But this dream… I had thigh and waist restraints and a suppository. Someone calm but talking down to me about how they could wait, it was inevitable and me standing and squirming around close to crying while trying to contain myself. It had the feeling of a punishment a very humiliating and babyish punishment. It didn’t feel like a funishment but not like something so extreme to call red I had a quiet acceptance. Because it’s been so long I had no sense of the feeling but recall an urgency and wanting so badly to hide my face but my hands uselessly struggled against the restraints. I couldn’t hide my diaper or my face and the shame felt like fire on my flushed cheeks. It felt worse knowing someone was patiently and intently watching and I saw a small change in color of the back of my diaper (I dunno it was a dream still a weird view lol) and woke up confused that I dreamed so vividly about that.
To be fair I fell asleep looking at bondage restraints and actually got them this morning after the dream and talk with my crush about the restraints.. so be prepared to see that but probably not the messing haha
