Shadowponi
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🕑 Added 2020-12-03 15:39:11 +0000 UTCWell, still can't afford internet; so I just going to cave and use my phone's data as wifi to post things.
Not going to lie; since I've been back home, I haven't managed to finish a single drawing. One is "nearly" finished; but that's it.
Things continue to go wrong left and right. My life is falling apart. Still not giving up, don't worry for that... But it's incredibly hard to continue and try to look on the bright side.
Really feel like scum, though, honestly. I told you all that I'd keep drawing; and while I have been trying, it's been what... 2 weeks? And I only have one thing nearly finished.
I'm so tired. I'm sure you all are too by this point...
Keep trying to be upbeat, and every time I do have a genuine moment of relief, something else goes wrong. Honestly I've been starting to wonder, if 2 months ago I died, and for some reason I deserved to go to hell...
Sorry; I should try to sleep. Not in my right mind atm. Things have to get better eventually; the probability of this chain continuing much longer has to be close to zero by now..
Anyway, goodnight. Or rather, good morning...
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Blaze
you can make it through this furball, you'll get there *hug*
Ew, that’s not good. I hope your phone Wifi can hold out for that. Honestly, it makes sense that you haven’t been able to finish or focus on drawing. You’ve had everything pile on you, it’s just... not easy to be creative at this time. What’s the nearly finished drawing of? What are the things that you’re thinking of drawing right now, or interested in, in general? I saw this by the way, direct link to image on FA so no ads load or anything. I don’t know if you’d have caught it. Hopefully external sites work. https://d.facdn.net/art/juccesnaccbar/1606513113/1606513113.juccesnaccbar_technicalities.png If you want to write about it, what else has gone wrong? Things will get better I’m sure. Talk of vaccine things is the very beginning of the path to ‘normality’, even if it will still take a long time...
