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black & blue UPDATE

🕑 Added 2023-06-01 16:17:32 +0000 UTC

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nat the neat

It's strange. I did Brazilian jiu-jitsu for years but somehow it never crossed wires with my sub side. Breath control isn't the same to me as getting choked out in a triangle hold. Maybe it's not where I find my subspace, but whatever the cause, they've never overlapped. I'm dreading where this is headed

DandyHitNova

I love this Gogo memory and action. We all manipulate our fellow man sometimes to get what we want. It's how far / what actions you apply to achieve these goals, where morality and self awareness come in to play. To share a shameful manipulative experience of my own: I gave into the sexual needs and curiosities of my best friend. My friend group is very heterosexual, and because I am a bisexual man, but never flirt, make lewd remarks or touch people without permission, my friends really trust me, and they have no problem sleeping in my bed after a night partying for example. My best friend however, is a very troubled young man, but he has a really big heart and a cripling need to be loved. So when one sleepover, he grabbed my familyjewels, I let him, and let things go their natural/sexual way. I should have laughed it off and just gently should've said 'no', because I know my buddy is a straight boy, just horny and vulnerable at that moment. It fucked him up for some time, questioning his own sexuality, and afraid of me in a drunken state perhaps telling other friends. Which hurt, because I want to have his trust, and my brotherly love for him remains. We talked about it, and our relationship/trust is strong again. Sleepovers are no problem, and he likes me to hold and cuddle him, which is nice. But in that situation, I definetly let it happen, knowing full well that it could be hard on my friend's psyche. So yes Gogo, I feel you.😉