CaelumSky
patreon
Blegh. So this patreon is a mess.
🕑 Added 2017-04-03 01:44:40 +0000 UTC I'm not here to make excuses for why I haven't put things up in forever. I do know this patreon has been a trainwreck for the last three months, as I literally haven't posted anything. The short and long of it is that I'm not happy with the work I put out, and thus it doesn't have any value being put up and explained/ value to anyone else. And I know that's a crappy way to go about it, and I have this patreon on the back of my mind, night and day. You get overwhelmed, you get frustrated, the only thing you know how to do is wad yourself up into a ball and convince yourself that not doing anything is better. It's a shitty way to think, and a shitty way to act. But I'm not through what I'm going through, and the best I can ask from you guys is that you know i'm trying.It's likely in the coming months there's going to be a lot of changes employment wise and commissions wise that will either keep this patreon on the same sporadic schedule it's always been on, or it'll go back to being normal. There's not really a cure for 'hating everything you put out' so much as keeping your head down and trying to push through it. I'm not going to stop doing artwork- I can't at this point. It's just a dense, unforgiving patch of craptitude that, god help us, we'll get through. Enough gabbing- gonna start posting.
