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[G.O.T] Love in times of despair #2
🕑 Added 2024-05-12 23:59:42 +0000 UTCChapter #2: What is love?
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Love is an emotion that can bring many good things but it can also be poisonous, it can be dangerous, and it can corrupt you turning you into a monster capable of doing many horrible things just to reach that goal, that's the justification Cersei has used for a long time for the terrible acts she had committed.
But right now Cersei doesn't know if she's truly experiencing love, she didn't want to get a quick conclusion about what was going on here between Jon and her, but now that there wasn't a war nor enemies to defeat, she was only following her instincts, and the moment he stopped kissing her so he could join his forehead against hers that really made her realize that this was different from what she was used to.
“Jon… That was… Fantastic!” Cersei said as she tried to reach out for some air.
Neither of them knew how much time it passed since they started kissing, but there was one thing for sure, they enjoyed what they did, and their huge grins were enough proof of that, Jon gave her small pecks on her lips and she did the same with his lips.
The two of them were in the same situation, they were alone in this world, and they longed for the love and touch of another person, that's something undeniable, it was a natural thing as the last man and woman on the north to end up like this, they felt conflicted but curious at the same time about how this would end for the two of them.
“Oh…You're a really good kisser...Jon Targaryen,” Cersei said with a satisfied expression on her face and Jon’s eyes widened after hearing that name.
To say that Jon was surprised would be an understatement, he was more than that, it was still weird for him to get called like that, he wasn't used to it, still, he decided to not correct her at some point he needed to get used to it.
“I'm not that experienced but I liked the way your lips felt,” Jon said with a confident expression as the woman in front of him continued staring at him, she sent him a soft smile and he smiled back at her.
“Are you okay? Would you like to stop here?” He asked calmly, he didn't want to pressure her to do anything, after all, they had all the time in the world for their relationship to progress.
“Yes… It’s just that...It's been so long since I've shared a moment like this with another man,” she said with a serious expression.
“I would love to say I don't share the same feeling as you but it's been a long time since I've done that too,” Jon said with a serious expression.
“So, what do we do now? It's just the two of us on these frozen lands...” Cersei said in a calm tone and Jon tried to think.
"Honestly, there's nothing I'd love more than to take you to my private chambers and make you mine," he confessed out of nowhere and she couldn't help but feel surprised and curious at the same time.
Something lit up inside Cersei's head, she couldn't help but smirk, poor Jon Snow, he didn't know what he got into, the lioness doesn't play when she wants a man, she bit her lower lip before she voiced the next few words.
"So...What's stopping you?" She asked with an arrogant smirk.
"What?" Jon was a little confused but curious about her attitude.
"What's stopping you from making me yours?" The older woman was curious to see his response, men more experienced than him have acted pathetically when she gets in conquest mode, however, she wasn't expecting to hear the next words.
"Well, it's because we're still mourning our loved ones...I don't think we're emotionally ready for that, I don't want us to do something you might regret later," Jon confessed with a soft smile on his face.
What a foolish young man, of all the things he could say this was the one she expected the least, she was expecting him to be disgusted about her, to be grossed about bedding a monster like her, and yet, even in a situation like this and after everything she had done, he still had the nerve to act so honorable like his father.
However, on the other hand, for some reason, she felt happy that Jon would consider her feelings when it comes to something so important like this, and she knew that she could deny him the chance to fuck if she wanted to, and he’ll be fine, he was not like other guys he wouldn't force her to do something she doesn't want to do, he was too honorable for that, and the idea of breaking someone as pure and honorable as him was turning her on.
She smirked before she approached him to give him a deep kiss that almost threw him off balance, but he managed to hold the two of them without falling.
The kiss didn’t last for too long as it was not a proper makeout session, it was more like a confirmation kiss, this was confirming that the older woman wanted to do the same thing Jon wanted to do, there was no way the older woman would stop this.
“I don't care anymore about the world or what we're supposed to be feeling Jon…I’m okay with this, I want you to fuck me!” Cersei said with an expression full of desire on her face.
She was a little nervous, she didn't want to be rejected but she needed to be blunt as there might not be any other chance in which she could voice her feelings so openly like this, she felt brave now and she needed to take advantage of the situation to say everything she usually has no courage saying.
“I’d be more than happy to do this with you… I’ll promise you I’ll take good care of you and not only that… I’ll make you feel sensations that you’ve never experienced and emotions that you never thought you had,” He said in a husky tone causing the woman to feel chills run down her spine.
"What's going on!?" Cersei thought as she saw this new side of his, it was shocking and exciting at the same time.
She gulped at the promise he had made and she couldn’t help but feel excited about this, she nodded at him feeling eager to experience all those things he has promised her, her pussy was already wet and they were just starting.
“Let’s go to a more appropriate place then,” Jon suddenly grabbed Cersei and carried her bridal style.
He knew this was wrong, this woman had done very bad things, and yet… He didn’t want to stop this, he would be a hypocrite if he said he wasn’t attracted to the older woman ever since the first time he saw her when she visited Winterfell with her whole family, there was no point in denying that.
It didn’t take too long for them to finally reach his private chambers and in a matter of seconds they were already naked, his muscular body was out in the open and Cersei couldn’t stop staring at it with embarrassment but desire at the same time, it wasn't the first time she has seen a body like his, but for some reason she couldn't stop staring at him, for some reason she was finding it very interesting.
However, he wasn't the only one naked, the blonde was standing in the middle of the world without any piece of clothing, and Jon couldn't stop staring at the wonderful body she had managed to keep in a good state despite her age.
However, he was sporting something that really caught her attention, his flaccid cock was completely out in the open it seemed happy to see her as it started to get harder, the thing was big even in this state, the biggest one Cersei has seen, and she couldn't stop staring at it.
“Oh shit,” Jon said as he looked at his cock, he felt a little embarrassed to show off his thing without any restriction.
Cersei’s eyes widened, his cock suddenly got as big as it could get and she couldn’t help but gulp, she moved to get close to him, and with one hand she explored his chest and with the other, she started to caress his cock, she didn't even ask, she just acted and he didn't seem to mind it.
“I know it might look scary, but don’t worry… I’m going to be gentle with you, my cock wouldn’t hurt you,” Jon assured and for some reason, she felt a little offended, no cock has ever been a threat to her.
The older woman was going to show him what she was made of, it didn't matter if he was Rhaegar's son, she was going to show the experience she had acquired through the years, he'll be begging for mercy and she couldn't helpt but get wet at the thought of him subduing himself to her.
