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🕑 Added 2025-02-24 13:52:50 +0000 UTCfirst thank you for the book recommendation from ZoRRoMoRRo-san desu.
it's really useful and helps me level up with new tricks and knowledge on anatomy by Tako-san's book desu.
just try to warm up and enjoy the artwork a bit desu.
my mental health really went down a lot recently due to the work delay desu.
so I decided to go check what exactly is happening to me desu.
it's something near ADHP procrastinating things desu.
I get easily exhausted and can not focus on the work desu.
I still enjoy reading some new things, workout and sketching while on the public desu.
but when I have to sit in front of my desk to complete my main task, i just can not focus desu.
this work delay things really kills my motivation to complete my task desu.
what I exactly want is to develop desu.
that explains why I waste a lot of time on study
and train instead of complete my work desu.
I gonna try my best to complete my task desu.
really apologize for this stupid delay again desu.
i know that I criticize myself a lot and make myself end up losing confidence and motivation because I want a better standard and what I doing today or this past few months is opposite to what I want Maxi to be desu.
instead of wasting time making an excuse here, i should spend time completing my work but sadly I am still too exhausted to work desu.
what I trying to say is, I will be sure to complete 1 work before this month end desu.
this means I need to accept and confess this as a mistake and need to move on now or I will forever have no motivation to do anything desu.
I want to say failure but let's use mistake instead ne.
I do not plan to make this mistake as part of my reputation for the rest of my life desu.
gonna go to sleep a bit more desu.
today really can not sit straight desu.
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Maxi
hai, 2024 really full of hard problem desu. this 2025 is gonna be more easily desu. i will make sure to come back with full power and live up to maxi standard desu.
ZoRRoMoRRo
your Welcome, Mr. Maxi. It is my pleasure to share with you our artist and friend to present our best. As human nature have seek a stage of stagnation and fatigue sometime, but the incentive is still there to continue, as I heard advice in one of Taco’s books that it does not matter what your level of drawing is, there is no end to studing drawing, as I trust you and love your work and I am sure that you will shake the world with your work and your project
