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A personal message
🕑 Added 2020-01-04 00:56:20 +0000 UTCThis is going to be a somewhat long and personal message so when you don't really care about stuff like that its okay. News for the game will come tomorrow!
Before I started making this game in the beginning of summer 2019 I was in a really bad state of mind. Sometimes I wasn't in the mood to get up from bed and just tried to sleep all day. I don't know why but I just wasn't able to get motivated for anything. But this slowly started to change...
I had this idea in my head that I want to create a game myself. After playing several other AVN's i just wanted to see if I could do something like that as well. I downloaded honey select and made my first character there - Sandra. After that I made Lucy and Becca and had the main cast of my game. I had no idea what the story would be, I just knew that these three characters would play the major role.
It took me quite a while to come up with a story. But then I thought why come up with something completely random when you can put different events of your life into this game. And thats what I did. I started writing and these events slowly came back to me. I didn't want to make a sad game though...
So I started to change some things. I kept the sad past and then just wrote it the way I wished things would have played out. Meeting someone like Sandra for example - a person that is always there to cheer you up. Or someone like Lucy who you just want to protect. Becca, who had a terrible past but gets a wonderful future now.
I'm someone that really enjoys wholesome things as you can probably imagine if you played my game. And I thought maybe others could enjoy these things as well...
I was so insecure before I released my 0.1. I thought people would just hate on everything and would tell me to stop and never try myself at storytelling again. So I guess you can imagine how surprised I was to see so many positive reactions. This boosted my overall mood so much that I kept going and going and released update after update...
And now we are here. When I reached the $500 goal I was in tears. I just sat there and couldn't believe it...
The support you guys have been giving me is amazing. Be it on Patreon or on Itch.io, on my discord or on f95zone and gamejolt - you guys are the reason I wake up with a smile. That I feel good again after years of feeling empty and meaningless. I found so many new friends while developing this game, amazing people who help me in every way possibile, other developers that I will always look up to that tell me they love my game and the characters I created.
Thank you. I know I made a thank you post already but I wanted to make a more personal one.
Comments
A. Charles Magnus
Fuck depression, I kicked its ass, so did you! That makes you one hell of a strong person, in my book!
a1fox3
Keep on making the great VN and were all pulling for you.
We're with you always Killer ;)
Tao Dude
Glad you found a way out of the darkness: the game is definitely worth the effort, both yours to write it and ours to play it.
visual & novel gamer's
I feel sorry killer ..
HoboCop
<3
Rob The Weed Enthusiast
No problem we always have are ups and downs but you always gotta find that one thing that keeps u going and happy because there is always someone u think doesnt like u or love u but there their for u u just gotta find things In life that make u forget about the negative and things that make u relax mine are weed and videogames ๐คฃ๐คฃ
M2
I'm sorry that you were having such trouble before this Killer, and I'm glad that such (much deserved!) praise gave you back your smile. ๐
