牡丹M(Botan M)
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3rd of October(free version)
🕑 Added 2021-10-19 15:07:37 +0000 UTCRequested by kukure (^-^)
It's a situation where I can't stand it anymore and I have no choice but to urinate at the limit in a temporary urinal (door fully open).
This time I imagined a backlit ocean.
I knew that the sky would be white in backlighting, but I didn't know that the ocean would also be white and the waves would be glistening.
As for the situation, there were so many people that they couldn't get into the women's restroom, so it would have been better if I could have drawn other customers in the background.
As for the liquid and skin painting, I think I got pretty close to my ideal this time.
I guess you could say that I found a reference source close to my ideal.
You can find it in my pixiv bookmarks.
I've bookmarked a lot in the past two months or so. I've bookmarked a lot of things in the past two months, things that seem to be close to my ideal, things that are popular, and so on. Anything that looks like it could be helpful.
Also, I think I've figured out the cause of my headaches.
It seems that it hurts when I dwell on the fact that I'm a bad person.
Maybe it's because the more I dwell on it, the weirder the stress gets, and the more my body stiffens up, and the more it hurts.
It doesn't hurt when I'm not thinking about anything, and it doesn't hurt when I'm concentrating on drawing.
It hurts when I'm thinking "I'm not good at this" or "I'm finished" while I'm drawing.
Ideally, you should enjoy drawing, but it seems better to at least think as positively as possible.
It's important to study and refer to things, but I want to try not to dwell on them.
Also, I'm getting my second dose of the vaccine next week, and considering my physical condition, I have a bad feeling that I'm going to have a bad side reaction.
I may have to take 4 vaccines this month as well... (I'm starting to feel depressed).
＜Next time.
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＜This month's request status
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I've started Discord. It's like a message board where you can casually comment. (You can also just look at it.) You can find the invitation code on Case3.
I'm selling goods and back issues.
(Back issues are also available at Ci-en and Fantia)
I'm writing an essay.
A list of original characters I've created.
https://ci-en.dlsite.com/creator/384/article/354578
