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ACT5CH14 - A KINDNESS LONG DENIED
🕑 Added 2025-06-16 15:45:21 +0000 UTCThey say the Old Ways demanded perfection.
They would choose a scion. A son. A daughter — it mattered not, so long as the blood flowing through them was blackened.
Toujours Pur.
Always pure.
For three years, he would be pampered. Four wives. Endless pleasure. Dark arts forbidden to all but the favored. And when his bloom reached its ripest, they would cut him down. Flay his skin. Gouge his eyes. Tear his heart from his chest, still beating. Offer it to the Obsidian Mirror.
Thus the Jaguar’s hunger was sated. Thus divinity was borrowed, and returned in blood.
A bargain with the God of the Night and Sorcery. And in exchange, the Blacks were blessed with gifted scions. Flawless in body. Boundless in talent. Bathed in legacy.
But that’s just the official story told by every Lord Black to his fellow members.
Until that day when my father told me the truth.
The day of my Ascension as Heir. The day when I stood in his office, in a room with no portraits save his own, a room that was engraved with runes so powerfully that no magic could penetrate it. Not even the magic imbued within the walls of the Black Townhouse.
There, as I stood in front of my late father’s portrait, he whispered, in hollow tones, of the truth of House Black.
The truth of the Black Lar.
I am Arcturus Sirius, son of the mighty Sirius Arcturus Black, Thirteenth Lord of the Most Ancient and Noble House of Black.
And this is my remorse.
….
It begins with blood. It always does.
For centuries, the Blackened Ones followed the philosophy. Three years of indulgence and treatment as a Living God, followed by a brutal sacrifice at the Jaguar’s Altar. But, like everything to do with House Black, it is barely the complete picture.
You will wonder why any family — Ancient, Noble, or merely pureblooded, would ever want to marry their scions into a family that ritually killed their own — born or married. Sooner or later, it would spell death upon the member.
The truth is — they didn’t.
The sacrifice at the altar was a ritual known as the Feast of the Forgotten, where the victim’s name, lineage, and history were ritually struck from Reality itself, as if they never existed. Magical theorists believe this ritual to be the precursor of the modern-day Fidelius charm.
You know the rest. Our magic flourished. Our lineage solidified. The Jaguar whispered in our sleep and fed us power. The Miraculum Operarius was built atop His bones. Binding became our gift, the Darkest of Arts became our affinity, our curse, our religion.
The truth is a little stranger.
Tezcatlipoca does not bless. He devours. Every ritual, every sacrifice, every broken vow — it fed the Obsidian Mirror. No, I am not talking in metaphor and allegory, but an actual Mirror — a Relic from a place of power and Endless Hunger. We built our first sanctuary upon the Mirror. And each generation laid more blood down. Until the house was not a house, but a mouth. A shrine of rot. A temple that wore our name like a skin.
A temple with no priests, only sacrifices.
And from it, something else was born.
The Lar.
A shadow spirit, they called it.
But they are fools.
The Lar is not born of House Black. House Black is the Lar.
The Lar is a Parasite-god. A thing that eats history and grows fatter with every betrayal, every Binding, every Black who suffered and made others suffer. And it didn’t limit itself to this House.
Do you think we marry kin to preserve blood? No. That is the story we SELL.
We do it to spread the Lar.
Every inheritor of our blood, born in other families, carries a piece of it. A shard of Binding wrapped in blood and sorrow. A curse that seeps into the walls of other manors. Rosier. Lestrange. Yaxley. Mulciber. Malfoy. Nott.
You don’t see it at first. A mirror that whispers. A child with eyes too old. A portrait that shifts when no one's looking. The hunger spreads.
A sickness that begins as tradition. Then becomes obsession. And finally, worship.
There is a reason why these families are the Dark Families. And why, even to this date, and the future beyond, they will continue to revere House Black as the forerunner and the leader of their future progenies.
A hollowing. Corruption. One that lasted for centuries untill…
Until Lord Sirius Arcturus Black.
Vessel of Binding. Thirteenth Lord of the Blackened Ones. Bloodthirsty Warlord that made the modern dark wizards look like fools.
And the man I called and knew as my Father.
Born during a solar eclipse, Sirius Arcturus was said to have strangled his wet nurse with her own robes before he’d uttered his first word. Whether true or not, it didn’t matter.
He acted like it was.
Sirius Arcturus was not interested in limiting himself as a mere wizard. He wanted to Ascend. As a Vessel of Tezcatlipoca, one for whom Curses came as easy as breathing, he was not interested in the usual ‘fireworks’ that awed the ordinary.
Sirius Arcturus wanted an odyssey. A storm of fire of legend that would last and rage for years.
He wanted to create something that did not exist in any history books or tales. One whose story would exist in rumors and lore for centuries to come. He studied the Obsidian Testament not with reverence, but ambition.
He didn’t want to be a mere priest. He wanted to be the mouthpiece.
So when Lady Hesper Gamp was married to him, a Wiccan priestess that worshipped the sanctity of Magic, and brought the house-elf Kreacher with her as part of her dowry, Lord Sirius Black had a nasty idea.
A combination. His authority as a Vessel to summon the greater powers of Binding. House-elf magic, a fundamentally powerful force in itself, and one infamous for its need to latch on to a powerful house with magical history. The third and final piece was Hesper’s skill at navigating the Anima to search for the deeper mysteries, to find a way to combine all three of them to create something new.
The other Blacks did not agree with his vision, so Sirius Arcturus left, and settled in London. Built on an unholy nexus of two ley-lines, the Black townhouse was initially constructed on a cemetery zone. Because of the confounding spells, the muggles forgot about the cemetery and started constructing buildings around it, the area later developing into what would be called the Borough of Islington., and the Townhouse called 12, Grimmauld Place.
And in this house, he performed the Sacrament of Echoed Flesh.
The Calls and Desires of the Jaguar, Hesper’s power of navigation and divination, and the Bond of a House-elf — the unholy trinity that gave birth to a singularly unique event.
What emerged was no longer an elf.
But a living shrine.
Kreacher became the vessel of the Lar, not merely possessed, but reshaped. His soul was folded back upon itself, his magic entwined with the House’s will. Where Kreacher ended and the House began could no longer be told.
I’m told he was once a sweet little thing. Eyes like still water. Now? He is the Lar’s tongue. Its eyes. Its spine.
And he smiles at me sometimes. He knows I tried to stop the rot. He knows I failed.
I no longer sleep. The walls whisper the names of those who died in agony. The nursery weeps. The cellar glows at night.
And the Mirror?
The Mirror waits.
It wants a new heir.
And it will have him.
He will learn of what my father did. Of what I did to counter it.
And how, we both failed in the end.
But it will be, as always is, too late.
For Binding is not a chain. It is a door.
And we were never its masters. We were invited guests. Now long overstayed.
An excerpt from the Obsidian Testament, scribed by Arcturus Sirius Black, Fourteenth Lord of the Blackened Line, Keeper of the Jaguar’s Oath.
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The silence that followed was not gentle.
It was a wound sealed too fast. A scar formed before the bleeding stopped.
Daphne breathed in ash and the scent of smoldered memory. The hallway was no longer screaming, but neither was it still. Every corner held breathless mourning. The shadows had quieted, but they hadn’t forgotten.
And at the center of it all stood Harry Potter—no longer burning, no longer triumphant. Just… quiet. His magic was still present, but it curled around him like smoke after battle, thin, heavy with aftermath. He was looking at something on the floor.
Kreacher.
The old elf lay in a crumpled heap, small and trembling, as if the weight of his own skin had returned and found him unworthy to bear it. Gone were the warped shadows and mocking tones, the venomous voice of the Lar. What remained was a creature born into service, into loyalty so absolute that it became a chain.
He looked… exhausted.
“Kreacher,” Harry said softly.
The elf stirred. His ears twitched at the sound of his name.
Daphne stepped back, silently. Despite all her instincts telling her to keep Harry away from the elf, that this thing was still possessed by the Black Lar, that it might try to attack him by surprise, but she restrained herself.
This was not her moment.
Harry knelt.
“Kreacher,” he said again, “it’s over. The Lar is gone.”
For a moment, the elf didn’t respond. Then, quietly, his voice rasped like sandpaper.
“…Master Regulus?”
Harry’s breath caught. His shoulders stiffened.
“No,” he whispered. “It’s me. Harry.”
The elf blinked slowly. His eyes were wet. His skin hung off him like old parchment. “You… sounded like him.”
Pause.
“The Lar… you ate it.”
Daphne gave Harry a strange look at Kreacher’s choice of vocabulary. Even more so, when Harry nodded.
“Yes.”
“…Good.”
Daphne blinked. That one word—spoken without joy, without relief—landed like a tombstone. Final. Heavy.
The elf struggled to rise, his limbs trembling with age and ordeal. His skin looked greyed and leathery, ears drooping, eyes sunken like pits. But the madness was gone from them.
“...Master,” Kreacher rasped. His voice was like gravel crushed in a mortar. “Kreacher… Kreacher is sorry.”
“What happened to you, Kreacher?” Harry asked.
The old elf didn’t answer right away. His mouth twitched as if unused to shaping truths. He shifted, bowing his head by instinct.
Then, the words came. Like ash dragged through a throat made of ruin.
“Master Sirius—Kreacher’s first Master,” Kreacher’s eyelids fluttered, and for a moment, it looked as if he might fall asleep mid-sentence. Then, his body jerked. “He opened the walls. Taught them to drink. Whispered the Jaguar’s names into the stones until they started whispering back. Open so the House could… breathe. So it could stretch… and eat.”
Harry stilled. He didn’t interrupt. Neither did Daphne.
“It was an honor, Master Sirius told me. That Kreacher was to be his shadow. He twisted Kreacher’s insides, made Kreacher into Kreacher but not. Made Kreacher forget, disobey the rules of the Wilderness, and become the weapon he wanted Kreacher to be.”
“Weapon?” Harry asked.
“Weapon.”
Confused, Harry looked up at Daphne.
“Kreacher,” She inquired. “Did he use you to kill someone?”
A small, slow bob.
“Whom?”
“...everyone.”
“Everyone?” Daphne repeatedly blankly.
“Kreacher was to be Master Sirius’s shadow. Shadows cannot answer to anyone. Not even the Wilderness. He made Kreacher break the rules, made Kreacher kill his enemies, kill his kin. Until he was the only one.”
“I don’t understand,” said Harry. “Why would a Lord kill his own members?”
“Probably for the ritual,” said Daphne, her mind racing ahead. “Sometime in the early twentieth century, a lot of the Black family members died. Rumor was a contagious curse had got them all.”
“A contagious curse?” Harry asked skeptically.
Daphne shrugged. “They are Blacks. They’re prone to all sorts of madness. Nobody bothered investigating, I guess.”
“And… how do you know about that?”
Even Kreacher was giving her that sort of curious look.
“What?” Daphne asked defensively. “My lineage was crippled by the Blacks. What makes you think we wouldn’t get our hands on every bit of trivia about them in hopes of finding a cure?”
She turned to Kreacher. “I am guessing this was after he came to London?”
Kreacher bobbed his head slowly. ‘The more Kreacher betrayed the Wilderness, the more Kreacher fell to the madness, the whispers of the House. But Kreacher was small. Kreacher did not understand. Kreacher was only… following orders. Like a good house elf.”
Harry looked at Daphne for more context.
“House elves are powerful creatures with shrouded origins, Harry. Some say they are powerful demons that need our magic to survive. The point is — a house-elf cannot be used to harm someone. Physically or magically, that is. If they do, something terrible befalls the elf and they perish.”
She gave Kreacher a curious look. “Why didn’t you leave?”
“Kreacher would never leave, Missy. Kreacher is a good house-elf.”
Daphne’s stomach did a twist.
“Master Sirius bound me to the House. But the House was not stone. Not bricks. The House had a mouth. And it wanted a tongue. Kreacher became that tongue.”
His hand lifted and touched his own chest—clawlike fingers over parchment skin, trembling. “Kreacher felt it all. The souls. The blood-soaked walls. Every portrait, every forgotten emotion, every screen…. They fed Kreacher, and Kreacher fed the Lar.”
“And when Arcturus Black stopped the practices?” Harry asked. “What happened then?”
Daphne had mixed feelings about Arcturus Sirius Black. On the one hand, the man was a true Black to the core. There were rumours about Gellert Grindelwald learning the more esoteric dark magics from the man himself, and revered him as a Guru. On the other hand, Arcturus had very vocally declared himself neutral to the Dark Lord Voldemort, and stayed unmarked.
He had also, for some bizarre reason, chosen Sirius Black as his heir despite him getting sorted into Gryffindor and ‘polluted himself with the wrong sort’.
By the Lar’s own admission, Arcturus Black had discontinued the Old Ways, and attracted the wrath of the Family Magic on himself and his bloodline.
The emaciated elf looked at Harry with his large, tuberous eyes. “Kreacher remembers.”
He hunched lower, arms tightening around his frail frame, as if to hold himself together.
“Master Arcturus… he was good. Clever. Kind in ways the House forgot. He called Kreacher by name. He said Kreacher was not just a servant. He said… Kreacher mattered. Said he would help Kreacher become more… Kreacher. Spoke to him in the safety of the Lord’s study.”
His ears twitched. His fingers spasmed once.
“So when Master asked Kreacher for the cup, Kreacher obeyed. The black one. The one locked behind seven seals, wrapped in silver-string runes that Lady Hesper etched in the days before her silence. Kreacher knew where it lay. Kreacher always knows.”
“The cup drank the truth, Master said. Kreacher fetched the ingredients. Blood of the black goat. Dust of broken vows. Water from the well beneath the nursery, where the bones whisper. Kreacher mixed it.”
He rocked gently, back and forth, hands wringing now.
“Master drank it. Said it would show him the truth. Said he must see. Must know. And Kreacher—Kreacher believed.”
The rocking stilled.
“And then… the laughing started. Too loud. Too deep. Not Master’s laugh. No… not Master’s laugh at all.”
Kreacher’s eyes, sunken and glistening, stared into nothing.
“The shadows moved. The walls cracked. The silver turned to ash. Master screamed with Knowing. Kreacher saw. Kreacher watched.”
His shoulders jerked once. A tiny sob escaped—but he crushed it, teeth clenched so tight his jaw clicked.
“Master clawed his face. Tore his eyes. Said he saw it—behind the truth, behind the blood. He spoke words Kreacher cannot say. Words Kreacher should not know. The words that burn.”
A sob tore its way out this time.
“And Kreacher… Kreacher did nothing.”
His head jerked up now—eyes wide, wild, rimmed with salt and fire. It was almost like the flood gates to his memories and emotions had shattered open. He kept talking, like he would die if he didn’t reveal it all in one go. As if even thinking of holding back would choke him to death.
“Kreacher watched! Watched Master break. Watched him crawl. Watched him choke and scream and die and still—still—Kreacher smiled! Because the House held Kreacher fast. The House said no.”
His whole body was shaking now. Violently. Like his skin wanted to leap off his bones.
“Kreacher burned the robes. Washed the blood. Collected the teeth. And smiled.”
The elf’s gaze gained a haunted, maniacal edge.
“Kreacher Fell, and House Black fell with it. The Lar was angry. Angry at the refusal. At the breaking of pacts. Angry at the way everyone was going astray. It… it made Kreacher do nasty things. Kreacher wailed, Kreacher cried, but Kreacher could not stop it. When Mistress Cassiopeia flayed her own mind, Kreacher washed the blood. When Pollux turned to infant-sacrifice, it was Kreacher who fetched the blade. When Master Orion fell down to his death. Kreacher disillusioned his body.”
Kreacher knelt, crooked and crumpled at Harry’s feet, the torchlight casting his shadow like a spider smeared across the stone floor. His hands—scarred, gnarled things—clutched at the hem of his own rag as though the truth might be torn out if he gripped hard enough.
“And Regulus?” Harry asked. “What happened to him?”
Daphne grasped Harry’s arm. “Harry, that’s enough. Look at him, he’s —”
“No,” said her fiance in a hard voice. “He has to say it. There is no other way.”
Something about his words made her pause. She had already known what fate had befallen the other Blacks. The only one left was Regulus, whom the Lar had called noble. That and Kreacher demonstrated a lot of liking for the man.
Kreacher’s breath came shallow now, the words digging themselves out of a throat choked in memory.
“Kreacher is a house-elf, Master Harry,” his voice crackled. “Made to serve. Made to care. That’s the elf’s curse, Master Harry. We love.”
A horrible silence followed.
“Not like wizards,” Kreacher went on, voice cracking. “Not like family. We don’t choose it. We are it. Our magic doesn’t obey. It becomes. And the House… oh, the House…”
His fingers curled against the stone. His eyes stared at something far away.
“…It made Kreacher love the wrong things.”
Daphne’s breath hitched.
“Kreacher loved Master Regulus,” the elf whispered. “Kreacher sang to him as a babe. Carried him in these arms. Watched his steps. His spells. His dreams. When Regulus cried, Kreacher cursed the walls until they wept with him. When Regulus bled, Kreacher smeared his own blood in a circle and called for binding wind to keep him safe.”
His eyes shut. “And when Regulus fell…”
His voice broke entirely. The elf crumbled like parchment set aflame—curling inward, twitching with silent screams that never left his throat.
“…Kreacher did nothing.”
Harry’s knuckles turned white. “How? How did he fall?”
Kreacher sniffled, rocking where he knelt.
“Master wants… Kreacher to tell it all,” he croaked, barely above a whisper. He dragged his gnarled fingers across the floor, as if each word cost him. “It began with the Dark Lord.”
“Voldemort?”
A tremor. His shoulders hunched.
“The Dark Lord wanted an elf. And Master Regulus, happy to please, offered Kreacher.”
“An elf?” Daphne asked, confused. “Why would he want an elf?”
“Because elf magic is different from wizard magic,” said Harry, almost imperiously. “Because elves are bound. Because they will do what no wizard dares.”
Daphne squinted at him. It was difficult to say what he was thinking.
“I imagine Regulus offered you?” He asked.
Kreacher bobbed.
“Regulus was Sirius’s younger brother,” Harry said. “Sirius described him as a Mamma’s boy. He joined the Death Eaters like Walburga herself, wanting to erase the world of muggleborns and halfbloods.”
“Master Regulus thought it was an honour. For the House. For the Name.”
The elf clasped his fingers together so tightly the knuckles cracked.
“The Dark Lord… took Kreacher to the cave. A dark place. Cold. Wrong. Stone that remembered screams. There was a boat. A little one. Could only carry one wizard. But elf? Elf could ride. And obey.”
Kreacher looked away, as if he could still smell the salt, the blood.
“He made Kreacher drink.”
Now his voice cracked.
“Not poison. Worse. It burned. It clawed at Kreacher’s mind. Made Kreacher scream for death. Saw things. Saw killing Master Arcturus. Master Phineas. Master Alphard. Mistress Cassiopeia. Master Pollux. Mistress Druella. Mistress Melania —”
He shook his head again and again, like he could shake the memories loose.
“But Kreacher drank it all. Like he was told.”
His voice turned brittle. Brittle and numb.
“The Dark Lord dropped a locket into the basin. Kreacher watched as the potion rose back again. Said it was safe now. That no one would ever find it.”
Harry went stiff right then.
“Kreacher saw them — the walking dead, crawling out of the water. They grabbed Kreacher, but Kreacher could not fight. Kreacher was too weak. Too frail. Kreacher screamed for Master Regulus. Screamed for Mistress Walburga. But no one came. The Dark Lord laughed, and left Kreacher to die.”
Silence.
“Then, Kreacher came back.”
Daphne blinked. “You… but how?”
Kreacher blinked his large, tuberous eyes twice, and repeated the same statement, as if that explained everything.
“Kreacher’s an elf, Daphne,” Harry explained. “Regulus probably asked Kreacher after he was done with whatever Voldemort wanted him to do. Elf magic works differently than wizard magic. But Voldemort never cared for that. What he thinks is beneath him, he doesn’t even bother to understand.”
Daphne tilted her head. “You really understand him, don’t you?”
Harry shrugged. “I’ve been surviving him since I was a baby.”
Point.
“What happened then?”
“Master Regulus was furious. Asked questions. Looked… scared. He said he had made a mistake. That the Dark Lord had made something terrible. That it must be destroyed. Kreacher took him back. There be that cave. Inside be that boat. Master Regulus and Kreacher… Master Regulus drank the potion, screamed, thrashed, but he did not stop. And then… And then…”
Kreacher was shaking again.
“It was over. He took the locket. And then… the walking dead came. From all sides. Crawling across the waters. Master Regulus fought them, but one of them dragged him, and his wand fell. Master Regulus screamed. Asked Kreacher to help and — and —”
Kreacher’s voice cracked like old wood.
“Kreacher kicked it away. Kreacher sobbed—but also grinned. Kreacher watched him be dragged under. When all was over, Kreacher got out of the cave. And came home. Like a good house elf.”
The silence that followed was monstrous.
“Why?” asked Harry, choking.
“Because,” said Kreacher, an odd smile forming on his face. “It was three years since Master Orion died. The Harvest was due.”
Daphne wanted to tear her hair out. “You’re telling me… that the Lar had been — had been killing House members to ensure the Harvest went on?”
“The Jaguar cannot be left unfed, Missy,” said Kreacher slowly.
Daphne flinched. The finality in the elf’s tone was something she couldn’t ignore. It was like gravity. A fact, a truth upon which the entire universe could be held.
She glanced at Harry, who had recently uprooted the Jaguar from the Wizengamot. Harry, who had then overpowered the Jaguar and bent it to his will. Tezcatlipoca was leashed now, but for how long? How long would it be before it would gain an upper hand, or worse, find a vulnerability and strike at the first opportunity?
Harry had gone pale. “Kreacher… this harvest, what was the point of it?”
“Because…. Because…. Because Tezcatlipoca knows the Gate. Tezcatlipoca is the Gate. Tezcatlipoca is the key and guardian of the Gate. Past, Present, Future, all are one in Tezcatlipoca. He knows where the Dwellers-in-Darkness broke through of Old, and where They shall break through again. When They Rise, He will need nourishment, need Sacrifice, to hold the Gate strong! When They Rise, his need will be far greater.”
Daphne froze. She had heard those words before, from the Jaguar itself, when it had possessed Harry. Between everything that had happened, between the attack, the revelations and Kreacher’s morbid tale, she was overwhelmed. Exhausted. Just staying in this twisted madhouse made her feel like she was being choked.
Had she been more in control, she’d perhaps had noticed that her fiance had clenched his fists so tightly that he was drawing blood.
“Kreacher,” Harry whispered. “This locket. Describe it to me.”
Kreacher touched his fingertips together like holding something delicate and dreadful. “Gold. Heavy. Bigger than a thumb. Smaller than a heart. It opened like a mouth, but not sideways. Down the middle. Locket hissed, like something alive breathed out when it opened. The face was green, and there was a silver snake on it. Like a….”
Kreacher paused, and pushing tiny bits of magic, drew a rudimentary shape of an ‘S’.
Daphne gasped, and turned to Harry. “It — Could it —”
The rest of her words died in her throat as she saw the expression on her fiance’s features. It was absolutely terrifying, like the face of a predator before it delivers a killing blow, a horror that made her flinch and step back unconsciously.
“Salazar Slytherin’s Locket,” said Harry slowly, as if he was physically pulling the words out of his throat. Something about the Locket — or, whatever Voldemort had done to the Locket — had pissed Harry to the degree that he was ready to horribly murder Voldemort, and anyone that stood in his way without a second thought. It was less like an emotion, and more like a genuinely malicious curse like the Lar would emanate.
“Harry — Harry what’s wrong?”
He breathed in and out several times. With every repetition, his aura began to slowly lesson until he felt like ‘Harry’ again.
“..Sorry, I just came to a conclusion that pissed me off.”
“I’ll say,” said Daphne, knowing how much of an understatement it was. Saying that Harry was pissed was like saying that the sword of Gryffindor was sharp. That wasn’t to say that she was fearful of her own life— far from it. Harry had always protected her, and even when he was possessed by a literal god, he had fought it with everything in his might the moment it had attempted to attack her.
That didn’t mean that he wasn’t dangerous, but rather, so far as he was concerned, her safety was warranted.
“Daphne,” he said slowly. “Can you conjure a vial for me?”
Daphne did so.
“Kreacher,” said Harry. “I need you to think carefully of that memory of that cave. Its location. Can you do it?”
The elf nodded.
Placing his wand at Kreacher’s temples, Harry slowly withdrew a silvery wisp of memory and deposited it into the vial. Harry tapped the vial at several places. Daphne noted the use of Oathala — the rune for grounding, Isa, for stillness, Tao, for completion, and finally Sowilo, for power. Most probably, it would be used to generate a stasis field to hold the conjuration from dissipating or damaging the memory thread in any form. That her fiance was able to use runes so easily and effortlessly baffled her in ways more than one.
Probably another mystery around his Gatekeeping, for all she knew.
“Thank you,” said Harry, pocketing away the vial. He reached forward, and gently took Kreacher’s hands on his own. The old elf flinched—but didn’t pull away.
“Kreacher, it might not mean much at this point, but I’ll tell you this. The locket that Master Regulus wanted to destroy, I will destroy it. Wherever it might be. The Lar is gone, and it will never trouble you again, just like Master Arcturus would have wanted. You can be just Kreacher now, a good house-elf.”
The ancient elf nodded slowly. “Thank you, Master Harry.”
Daphne stood at a distance, watching the pair of them. A boy who bore a god in his chest and the last relic of a family that had offered its soul to the void.
She did not speak. Not now.
“I am not a true Black. Sirius Black, the last of your true Masters, is gone into the Ani— the Wilderness, but I promise I will find a way and bring him back. I will not let the Black family be consumed by the Lar.”
‘But the Harvest —”
“Is complete,” said Harry. “Your Master Sirius succeeded in corporating the Jaguar. He lies within me, just like Summer and Death. While I cannot say he isn’t dangerous, he has the least chance of causing mayhem as he is now.”
A silence followed. The old elf stared at their joined hands, as if not understanding why anyone would touch him with gentleness.
Then, Harry went on.
“If you want, I can use Summer to revitalize you, Kreacher. It won’t undo your sufferings, but I can heal you. This lady over here, she is to be the next Lady of House Black. If you want, you can be the loyal elf to House Black like Lady Hesper would have wanted. The House will be just a house, and you can be just Kreacher, a good elf. No oaths. No bindings. Just… a life. Or, if you want, I can even set you free — be a free elf. Would you like that?”
For a moment, Daphne thought the elf would say yes. She saw the tiniest flicker in those clouded eyes—an echo of a hearth that had long since gone cold. The idea of it… of a life lived not in chains, but in choice.
But Kreacher’s shoulders sagged.
“Kreacher… is tired.”
Harry nodded slowly. As if he had expected it.
The elf’s voice trembled. “Kreacher has never wanted anything before. Kreacher has only obeyed. Kreacher… does not know what comes after.”
Harry’s voice was quiet, but it held something ancient behind it. Not magic, but meaning.
“I do.”
Daphne felt the chill even before the room grew colder. A hush fell. Not fear, not even sorrow.
Reverence.
“You were loyal. You were used. And you still loved,” said Harry. “You deserve peace, Kreacher. If that’s what you choose… I can give it to you.”
The elf blinked up at him. “No pain?”
“No pain.”
“No screaming?”
“No screaming.”
“Head on the walls—?”
Harry shook his head.
Kreacher let out a shuddering breath. His hands tightened over Harry’s fingers.
“Then… Kreacher chooses.”
His head bowed low, his forehead pressing against the back of Harry’s knuckles.
Harry didn’t flinch. He only closed his eyes, leaned forward, and placed his other hand gently against Kreacher’s temple.
He whispered no incantation. He cast no spell.
And slowly, Kreacher exhaled.
His body relaxed. The lines in his face eased. A breath left his lips like it had been waiting decades to escape. His hands loosened. His head dipped.
And then he was still.
No light. No flash. No magic. Just stillness. And peace.
Harry lingered a moment longer, head bowed.
Then, gently, he laid Kreacher’s small form onto the floor.
“May you pass to the Beyond,” he murmured.
Daphne swallowed the lump in her throat. She realized her fists were clenched at her sides. And her eyes were wet.
Harry rose slowly.
No tears on his face. But in his silence, there was mourning. Not just for Kreacher—but for everything Kreacher had carried.
And in that silence, the House held its breath.
For the first time in centuries… to grieve.
Not as a prison. But as a home.
Comments
Garri Sarkisov
Wow. Well earned tears
Mage
More tears 😭
Book reader
Didn’t kreacher have the locket??
george zuki
Damn , long live kreacher so the house’s history was like that…
