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The Weights of the Dream are HUGE, and Delightful.
🕑 Added 2023-05-17 19:39:58 +0000 UTCThe original title was very concerning, "DD - Desperate times ask for Desperate measures", but that'd be a big turn off coming for a content creator who is healing from Burnout and is trying to bring good vibes to reader above everything, so, yeah, I prefer the huge boobs approach, because the bigger they grow, heavier the get. And those are far, far bigger than Double D's.
First of all, relax, I'm doing good.
For the first time in decades I had to rely on my safety net and it supported me, despite of the holes here and there, haha. I've been building it for over 2 decades, so, it did its purpose.
The healing is going steady and my general mental being have improved a lot, proof of that is that I've been finally able to focus for hours into work and don't have those mini anxiety peaks when I must do something new or remind of a thing I forgot and must take care. I'm able to plan long term again, it's when I've realized my new reality...
With my background and actual state, the only way of going ahead with life is working with something I love, without excessive demands or worries of something going wrong 24/7 because it was made recklessly by others and I had no power to fix, my new work needs to be something I could dominate and slow down my mind, even keeping my productivity high.
After that crisis, all I needed was a bed, and a good Dream.
Now Live for the Dream.
How ironic... this happened as a hobby and now it supports me as part of my safety net.
As things become more serious, this safety net is becoming the very foundation of my life, turning part of it upside-down. Lucky me I'm a simple man (I see boobs, I click like).
The challenges are still here, like having to convert the models to iRay, learn the new render engine, finish the universe merge of Cheap Tricks and Domina's Valley, all that in the middle of a healing course... lucky me I had the right decision to buy the computer parts last year for the new setup and thanks to my BELOVED PATRONS I've been able to focus on learning iRay while producing content and don't need to jump back at my old work market, because that thing kills people will of living.
BUT(T), there's always a but(t), I'm not on a solid living right now, there's not safety net under this one. so I had to begin sewing the wholes and dig the foundations of the future, for me and my comics.
Good news is the cost of living here is not that high, the U$D exchange is not bad to me, I'm a simple man and I love what I do.
Bad news is that my earnings at Patreon aren't enough for me to be safe. Even with my backup-from-the-backup-plan (cover less than 10% of my costs) if it was not by the sales from old chapters at Gumroad I'd say I this couple of last months would be really bad.
No, I'm not complaining, just being realistic: I only do good money when I do Domina's Valley, and stuff is not ready to go yet, so, no Domina's valley until I fix what needs to be fixed.
MEANING that my focus now is keeping PATREON active, studying what I can do and how to do it better and faster while converting, learning and, when possible, stepping up into the next challenge.
For that, I had to show extra respect to my Patrons and keep the Extended version of Cheap Tricks exclusive there: the extra plot is more for fun and have small news for the supporters while I used some ideas from them for making some of it. I have an paid versions, but at the same price you can get the naked/topless version of the comic at Patreon. Call it a bait, but it is a great deal right now.
This is not all: the next series of renders will be a continuous chapter bringing comparisons, teasing and other things that would be impossible in the canon of my comics, giving us the freedom of unlimited fun and opening a new branch of comics just for fun, something I wanted to do earlier but, had no time.
The next step is something someone asked: a crazy tier at $10. Not much, nothing else there yet, but it is an effort to me to close the gap for what I THINK would be a reasonable amount of Patrons/income that would bring me more safety.
Will it work? IDK.
I tried good things and bad things earlier, all I know is that I must do something while I fix my schedule and find a way to go back giving a comic per month, it is sad I can't do free stuff more often, my neck is in the line now.
Until the next Domina's Valley is released, all I have is Patreon, until then I'll do my best for doing a decent work and heal myself, so, one day I can plan my next step.
Like having 666 patrons and to a Nightmare Chapter!
Or buy an A6000 with 48gb of vRam... I need that thing so much...
Yeah I've peaked the 24gb of ram from the 3090 already, sue me!
Schedule update is a mess, I know, but consider I had a roster of new characters and scenes done while editing plot... there's 10% of all I have in store here. Wow, spend the day into organization, I need some liquor...
In the end, I want to thank you all crazy fellas for supporting me and my Dream. I promise I'm going to work to bring to life these 50ish chapters I have in mind here with all the growth love and lust they deserve.
(Mental note, I must stop creating ideas, I should really finish converting stuff and star posing and rendering them ASAP, the girls lack growth, hahaha!)
If you can, become a Patron. The numbers are growing slowly, but I feel I'm offering a great deal and it is always a relieve growing closer to a "safer" position while the sales are so slow lately.
