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This Week At KosoruCG 8/07-8/13
🕑 Added 2023-08-09 19:44:24 +0000 UTCHello GG Welcome to the weekly!
even the week is already halfway through, I still want to write this weekly report
so get your hot cocoa ready for the weekly report !
oh I know it's summer but hot cocoa has no season
here's the thing
after I updated Doll 2 last month I was going to start working on Doll 3
I personally really like this brand new series
because we're using a character style that we haven't used before
(thanks necromancer)
Then I thought I needed a cover before writing the weekly
as a result, I do it longer and longer
suddenly it changed from a cover to a wallpaper
then I worked on this 21 second video for ten days（´・ω・｀）
Just to make this scene perfect
wallpaper engine is really great program
it can improve your computer experience
really really
uh...let me tell you what i did at the beginning of the month
because i think i have a bunch of things to do in august
My dentist appointment is 8/3
So my plan is I get a ride back to the city on the night of 8/2
and then I get a ride home after the dentist on 8/3
so I can have more time for my videos
unfortunately when I came back to the city on 8/2 there was a typhoon
so 8/3 they are closed
okay I can't run home on 8/3 and then back to the dentist on 8/4
so I stayed in the city for an extra day
It's throwing all my plans back
you know , sometimes it just happens
but when I'm in the city because there's nothing to do
so I read a book,the title of the book is:
"Justice: What's the Right Thing to Do?"
I think justice is the one everyone wants
everyone desires fairness and justice to happen
this is why we love superhero movies
not just because of the action scenes
everyone wants to see bad guys punished
good people get good results
but what is justice?
tell you a story
my high school was one of those stores where you pay and anyone gets a diploma
i have a really bad teacher
all i see in this man is arrogance
he thinks we're all a bunch of trash school trash
but he is different
he has lofty ideals and volunteered to come to such a school to teach us
at least that's what he thought
this man has done a lot of bad things
and one of those things happened to my friend
He told a bunch of shit that our senpai used to suspect him of taking incidentals
because he didn't want to make people suspicious
(even if he's the only adult present)
so he doesn't keep the money....brabrabra...a bunch of bullshit
so we're now going to vote for a classmate to help keep the money safe
yeah, that guy isn't very good at saying no
that's why they picked him for this shitty job
and then one day we go to gym class and the whole class leaves the room
when we got back the money was gone
no school at all installs surveillance cameras in classrooms
how are you going to get the money back?
about $2000
that's a lot
especially for a high school student
then after this happened
our teachers try their best to avoid responsibility
he told a bunch of bullshit
and finally tell us because it has nothing to do with him
so we're going to let everyone vote now we what to do
the first is that everyone pays again,about 35 people
the other is that he pays 2,000 dollars because is he lost it
He first said: Those who feel that everyone should help him out, please raise your hand
i raised my hand
'Cause I think it was all of us who threw him this shitty job in the first time
we should hold everyone accountable for this
It was very silent
after I raised my hand for a while, other people gradually raised their hands
then maybe because of the crowd effect
more and more people raise their hands
at this point I can see the old man standing on the stage without announcing the results
seems to be waiting for something
then a voice said:
"why do i have to pay again?
Is it possible that he took the $2,000 himself?"
I can almost see the smile of the 50 year old man in front of me at this moment
there was a commotion
suddenly everyone began to suspect that my friend took the $2,000 himself
I think the look of satisfaction on the face of the man in front of me can hardly be hidden at that moment
after a while of commotion
he did not initiate another vote
he told my friend:
"It seems that people prefer you to pay
can you afford the cost because everyone wants it so?"
bullshit
If he asks 35 people to pay again won't 35 parents come to the school to find him?
he certainly hoped that this matter would be settled silently by this man who couldn't say no
disgusting, right?
what i felt at the time was
we held a poll
"shall we kill and eat this only 16 year old boy"
by a 50 year old man
a teacher initiates
passed by 33 16-year-old boys(there are no girls in our class)
after my friend silently accepted
I only have anger in my heart
it's not right, it's wrong
We exploited this classmate with the votes of 34 people
include my teacher,although he didn't raise his hand
I see the corner of his mouth is raised to the ceiling
my parents told me before
we should help people
I told my mother when I got home
I want to help him share half of the amount
but she said no
my classmates have something they should learn
I shouldn't help him bear his consequences
I was even angrier then
i think she is a liar
she told me I should help people
but now she cares about her money
In the end my friend actually paid the $2,000
I don't remember much of what happened next
but as I get older
I feel more and more that sometimes people have something to learn for themselves
I often see children running in the mall
then there will always be a parent beside him yelling don't run
you will fall and get hurt
but I often think about...
shouldn't you let him fall?
If he doesn't fall, will he know that falling hurts?
If he falls a few more times, will he learn more and more when to run and how fast you can run without falling?
Is it possible that if you let him fall a few more times, so he can run fast without falling down?
Wouldn't it be better than after he listened to you,then just walk in this rest of life?
yes if i had a kid i would let him run
he must fall many times and then he will know how fast he can run without falling
So if I helped my friend in that time
Is it possible that he's in more trouble because he don't say no?
and is it possible that my friend took the $2000 himself?
maybe, i don't know
If so is it right to ask everyone to pay again?
Is it possible that the justice I thought back then
is wrong?
maybe save that $2000 and he won't be more careful in the future and he'll be in more trouble?
Is it possible that my friend's family is rich
but some of my other classmates really have no way to pay again?
then I'd be that jerk if I asked someone else to pay again
So what is right?
what is justice?
I haven't finished the book yet
but honestly
i don't think there's an answer to this
I think this is a question that humans have been debating since ancient times
sometimes I think it's a kind of justice not to meddle in other people's business
you use your justice to think
It is not right that children in certain countries are prostitution
for these children we should close the brothels
then what is the result
these children are prostituting in worse conditions
or starve to death
If a woman trades sex for his family for a better life
why are you telling her it's wrong?
why you put pressure on her with your justice
tell her it's wrong and hurt her?
or do you think you can feed everyone?
among people I know
some people hate me so much
because i look evil
I'll tell people all cheap product will blows up
because when the company was producing this product
they'll calculate how much it will cost to "let this thing don't blowing up"
how much would this thing cost if it blew you up
If the calculation turns out to blow up some unlucky people then going to court is more cheap than a safety device
then this thing will explode
this is how our world works
things I've learned while working in restaurants are
as long as this stuff "doesn't die immediately" after eating at your restaurant
there is no evidence to prove that it was your food that killed him
they'll feed you anything as long as it's cheap enough
when an accident happened to the titan
I hear people complain: What's more important than passenger safety?
what I have in mind is: cost
no offense to the deceased
these thoughts sound scary
people avoid these claims
what i think is
You should know how other people do things and what standards they use
You should know how the world works
but you don't have to follow
everything is your choice
what kind of person do you want to be
But they'll tell me no one thinks like that
this world is reserved for those who are full of love
everyone should be happy at work
if you can give you should give
there are only good people in this world,If you don't think like that, you're the bad guy
a bunch of bullshit like that
I don't think saying these things makes you look more...
like a good person
it just makes you look dumb
I don't know if these people live in rainbow unicorn fantasy world or what
my parents told me since I was a kid that there are bad people in the world
Then these grown one tell me there's only love in the world
and with their justice tell you what's right and what's wrong
the protagonist of the game should be a fat woman
fat women shouldn't feel inferior fat women should stand up
why do you keep telling fat women i know you have low self esteem
or insist on adding a bunch of black characters
Seriously I don't think it's justice
this is discrimination
Will" Smith is my favorite actor
i love his movies
But if I tell people I don't think Will" Smith is right for Snow White
Someone will tell me it's discrimination
Will" Smith should fit any characters
no i don't think
I think the word justice is getting weirder in today's world
everyone wants to have the power to judge
"Punish the bad guys" "Reward the good guys"
but how do you know what is good and what is bad?
when I was in high school, I thought it was justice to make everyone pay again
Is it possible that my classmate's family is rich?
and the money is too heavy for others?
sometimes we don't know everything
I used to want to be a partner in justice
want to meddle in other people's business
try to make the world better
But how do I know what's good for him?
I used to walk on the road with my friends
we saw an old man begging for money on the side of the road
my friend went over and gave him about 4 dollars
the old man nodded and smiled at him in thanks
when my friend gets back to me we keep walking
I did not say anything
He told me: I hope he uses the money to eat something
I know he's not doing it for superiority
that's his justice his kindness his motive
i don't think he's wrong
I told him: how do you know he won't use the money to buy a pack of cigarettes or drunkenness? Both of these things are bad for health
he told me: well...I hope not, I just want him to be happy today
seriously, if you can have a good day, maybe cigarettes and drink aren't such a bad thing
i think cancer kills people
but depression and sadness may make life more painful than death
So I won't use my justice to tell him his actions are wrong
He can understand why I don't give money
I can understand why he gave money
this is my friend
we both know that justice has no definition
so what did we do
we didn't do anything
we don't interfere with each other's justice
it may not be justice
but it's about respecting other people's choices
I haven't finished the book yet
although I don't think justice will come to conclusions
but if I see something really cool
I'll probably tell you
ugh...i said a bunch of stuff and realized i didn't seem to be get in to part of the weekly report
usually I should start by telling what we're going to do next and then tell these stories
then let's enter the weekly report now
uh...I'll try and see if I can finish Doll 3 on Sunday
Doll 3 is now a top priority
i miss necrophilia
and then that Koikatsu computer setup video
I don't know. I'll see if I can do it when I have time.
I hope it can be done this month
we have too many videos to do too little time
okay that's all
thank you for watching the weekly
hope you look forward to the next video:)
