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[お知らせ] HAPPY NEW YEAR
🕑 Added 2026-01-01 17:48:09 +0000 UTC2026年が明けました！
昨年は悪いこともたくさんありましたが、それと同じくらい良いこともあった、結果的には良い一年だったと思います
もう過ぎたことではありますが、両親の入院費の問題でしばらくは収益どころか、本業を無理に増やしながら、ほぼ二日に一度しか眠れない生活で急場をしのいでいたことや、焦るあまり複数の仕事を同時に抱え込み、無責任にも締切を超過してしまったことなど…。自分自身に失望したり、状況に打ちのめされたり、個人的なメンタルの不調やアンチからの嫌がらせも重なって、文字通り「もう一生絵を描かなくなるかもしれない」と思うほど、色々なものを手放しかけた時期もありました。
特に手首の怪我以降、手の震えがひどくなり、線が崩れてしまったのは大きかったと思います。この点については、すでに多くの方が気づいていらっしゃるかもしれません。色々調べたのですが、手首はどうやら完全には回復しない部位のようです。本業でもマウスを使い、趣味の絵ではペンを使う以上、避けられなかったのかもしれません。
それでも何とか耐えて努力を続け、環境を整えた結果、少しずつすべてが軌道に乗り、両親の健康問題もひとまず落ち着き、本業の方も無理をしない体制が定着してきました。手首については、今さらではありますがサポーターを着用して、これ以上悪化しないようにしています。また、描くペースを落とし、ラフの後に別工程で線を整える方法に切り替えています。改善に努めていますので、ご理解いただければ幸いです。
何度もお話ししてきたので、聞く皆さんもそろそろ飽きているかもしれませんが、ここまで多くの問題を乗り越えられたのは、運以上にファンの皆さんのおかげだと心から思っています。継続的でたくさんの応援、そして金銭的な支援のおかげで、最も危険な時期に折れずにいられたことを、常に実感しています。
本当にありがとうございます。
すべてが魔法のように解決したわけではないので、これからもやるべきことは多く、時には影が差すこともあると思います。それでも、これからもここで皆さんと一緒にくすくす笑っていたいです。
ここはえっちな絵を楽しく遊ぶための場所なので、できるだけこうした真面目な話や個人的な事情は書かないつもりですが、新年なので！
皆さんと楽しく過ごせたことを光栄に思いますし、これからもどうぞよろしくお願いします。今年もみんなで幸せになれたらいいですね。
あけましておめでとうございます！
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The year 2026 has begun!
Last year was filled with plenty of bad things, but just as many good things as well, looking back it was pretty much a good year in the end
I can say these because it's already in the past, but there was a time when due to my parents’ medical bills I was barely making any left income at all while sleeping only once every two days, and accepting multiple projects at once and irresponsibly missed deadlines to get money etc… There were moments when I felt deeply disappointed in myself, crushed by the circumstances, and overwhelmed by my own mental condition and harassment from antis. I honestly reached a point where I thought I might never draw again for the rest of my life, and I nearly gave up many things altogether.
Yet cherry on the top my hand shaking got worser and worser everyday after my wrist injury, it caused my lines to fall apart. I imagine many of you have already noticed this. I looked up a lot but it seems the wrist is an area that doesn’t fully recover. (Since I use a mouse for my main job and a pen for drawing, it may have been unavoidable)
Even so by enduring and continuing to work hard while reorganizing many aspects of my life, things have gradually returned to the track. My parents’ health issues seem to be mostly resolved, and I’ve settled into a system where I no longer push myself too hard in my main work. As for my wrist, although it’s late, I now wear a brace to prevent further damage. I’ve also slowed down my drawing process and added a step where I refine the lines separately after sketching. I know the results still looks like shit but I’m doing my best, and I appreciate your understanding.
I’ve talked about this so often that you may be tired of hearing it by now, but I truly believe that overcoming so many difficulties was thanks to you. Your constant encouragement + financial support helped me avoid collapsing during the most dangerous period, and I never forget that.
Thank you so much.
Not everything has been resolved like a magic, so there will still be many things to work on, might can have another derailing etc, even so I hope we can still gather around and sharing laughs along the way.
This is meant to be a place to have fun with horny arts so I usually try hard as possible to avoid writing such serious or personal messages, but it is the New Year so, you know what it is.
It has been an honor to enjoy this time with you, and I look forward to your continued support. I hope this year brings happiness to all of us.
I sincely wishing you all a wonderful New Year!
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Comments
Kokaku
I have been reading the post a couple of time, the wrist issue is a bit scary (because we are all very vulnerable when you think about it). I have been re-watching and re-reading your stuff and it would be sad if you were not able to do your art anymore so I hope everything will be ok for you in the future. I'm glad your family situation got better though. Happy New Year. Take care.
ポッシ⚠️ the Posse
Thanks Anya, have a good year!!!
Anya
You've survived! I hope whatever challenges that comes ahead of you will be smoother and easier for you to deal with! Though we can hope for the best for you, now you are prepared for the worst! I can not imagine how much stress you must've gone through with how many people are against you. But you still kept going, and many, I am sure, will still be happy to support you! you show much stength and tenacity, and you show to not give up even when things gets hard! you are as admirable as the girls you draw! <3
ポッシ⚠️ the Posse
Thanks Shadowx5x, I hope you have happy and healthy year as well!!!
Shadowx5x
I hope things improve in the future. Know that you're one of my favorite artists and I love everything you do and will keep supporting! Be mindful of your health too, we care about you and want you to be happy and healthy!
ポッシ⚠️ the Posse
Danke danke!!! Have a good year Pixovv!
ポッシ⚠️ the Posse
Thank you Kage!!! Happy new year!!!
ポッシ⚠️ the Posse
Thanks Captions, I'm looking forward it too!!!
ポッシ⚠️ the Posse
Thanks for your worry and wish! I wish yours too 觉主!!!
pixovv
I really like your lineart 🙏 It has a very unique look
觉主
新年快乐负鼠！希望你照顾好自己，你是我最喜欢的画师之一！
Captions
Happy new year. I look forward to 2026 with you!
KageX2077
Happy New Year to you too! I only recently discovered your art and immediately loved it. It has a unique and dynamic character, and the facial expressions you draw are in a class of their own. I'm sorry that the past year brought you so much hardship. I wish you much success and all the best for 2026!
ポッシ⚠️ the Posse
Thanks Stryker!!! Have a nice year!!!
SpikeStryker
Sorry to hear about all the things that troubled you, but I'm happy that things are starting to look up and getting better! Best of wishes and happy new years!
ポッシ⚠️ the Posse
I hope so too!!! Happy new year Borscht!!!
ポッシ⚠️ the Posse
Lol thanks for your kind word, happy new year Lolifren！！
BlueBorscht
I wish you peace always, and 2026 will be a better year
lolifren
Happy New Year! Also, please don't talk bad about your art. It is very charming and unique to you and adds a lot to the appeal. I do hope you don't experience anymore wrist problems, though. Please take care of yourself as we all look forward to spending another year with you!
ポッシ⚠️ the Posse
Thank u!!! Happy new year Puni 😊
ポッシ⚠️ the Posse
Happy new year Yui!
Puni
much love to you poss!
Yui Yuu
Happy new years Posse!!! 😚😚😚
