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Embers of Divinity
🕑 Added 2025-04-02 03:30:01 +0000 UTCCassian’s breath hitched.
He didn’t know when he’d fallen asleep. The days blurred together, exhaustion gnawing at his mind after the stunt he pulled.The fight for the Machine Spirit, his body had finally collapsed onto the cot, craving rest. But now… something was wrong.
The air felt thick. Like trying to breathe through oil.
Cassian blinked. The darkness of his quarters was gone. He stood in a vast, shifting expanse, the ground beneath him cold and slick, like wet slate. The horizon stretched endlessly — no walls, no sky — only a swirling void of colors twisting unnaturally, shapes forming and unraveling before he could make sense of them. The silence pressed against his ears.
His heart pounded. He clenched his fists, forcing himself to breathe slowly. This isn’t real. It’s a dream. A trap. He muttered to himself.
A whisper slid across his mind.
“Ah… little mortal. You’re aware.”
Cassian spun around, searching for the source, but there was only emptiness. Shadows slithered at the edges of his vision, slipping away when he tried to focus. The void pulsed, the colors bleeding together, forming symbols he couldn’t understand.
A laugh. Soft. Amused. Ancient.
“You’ve been busy, haven’t you? So young… so fragile… and yet, you dare meddle with what you cannot comprehend.”
The air grew heavier. Cassian dropped to one knee, gasping as a cold pressure settled over his mind — sharp, vast, and alien.
A figure emerged from the void.
It moved like smoke, flickering between shapes, each more grotesque than the last. One moment, a robed figure with far too many arms. The next, a serpentine beast with a grin too wide, eyes that bled fire and shadows. Finally, it settled into something almost human — tall, draped in cobalt robes, a bird-like mask obscuring its face. From beneath the mask, he felt the weight of a thousand eyes.
“Your actions are causing disturbances to fate itself, mortal. Do you even understand what you’ve done? What you are doing?”
Cassian gritted his teeth. "I did what I had to." His voice was hoarse but steady. "And I’ll keep doing it."
The figure chuckled, the sound reverberating through the air, making his skull ache.
“Brave… or foolish. The line is so thin.”
The void shifted, warping around them. Cassian felt it — a tug on his mind, like invisible claws scraping against his thoughts. The daemon was trying to unravel his will. He clenched his jaw and pushed back, forcing his mind to hold.
"No," Cassian whispered, his voice low and steady. "My mind is my own."
The shadows hissed. The air grew colder.
‘Is it?’ the daemon whispered, its voice curling around his thoughts. ‘Or is it already slipping away?’
Pain lanced through his skull. Cassian fell to his hands and knees, gasping. Memories flashed before his eyes — Terra, the Hive, the Scriptorum, the Arbites. Faces he remembered. Regrets. Failures. The daemon dug deeper, searching, prying.
"No." Cassian forced the word through clenched teeth. "My mind is my own."
The void trembled. The shadows twisted. The pressure on his mind grew heavier, colder.
“You are nothing. A speck of dust adrift in the Warp. You will break.”
Cassian pushed back, pouring every ounce of willpower into the barrier around his mind. His body trembled, sweat pouring down his face, but he held. The void shuddered. The daemon hissed.
"My mind is my own." Cassian’s voice was stronger now, his heart pounding in his chest. "You don’t get to take it."
The shadows lunged. Cassian screamed as pain lanced through his mind. His thoughts frayed, unraveling like thread pulled from a loom. But even as he fell, he clung to the words — a mantra, a lifeline.
"My mind is my own. My mind is my own. My mind is my own."
The void quaked. The daemon recoiled, its form flickering, warping. Cassian pushed harder, forcing the shadows back. The pressure on his skull eased, the pain dulling. The colors bled into darkness, the air still and silent.
And then, a voice. Cold. Ancient. Amused.
‘Let’s see if you can hold on to that.’
The void shifted. The shadows writhed. Cassian stood alone, fists clenched, heart pounding.
The battle began.
—-
Cassian blinked — and the world shifted.
One moment, there was darkness. The next, he stood on a cracked stone floor that stretched into infinity. Shadows pooled at his feet, cold and oily, slithering along the ground like serpents. Above him, the sky churned with colors that didn’t belong, a writhing mass of violet and cobalt, fractured lightning arcing through the abyss.
A whisper curled through the void, soft and mocking. "You’ve come so far… only to be devoured."
Cassian spun, his pulse pounding. Before him loomed a figure — no, not a figure. A presence. It shifted constantly, never settling into a single form. One moment, a robed giant wreathed in shadows, its face a blur of impossible angles. The next, a writhing mass of tendrils and eyes, each pupil reflecting a different nightmare. The air grew heavy, pressing against his chest, threatening to crush him beneath its weight.
He clenched his fists, steadying himself. This is my mind. My rules.
The creature lunged. Cassian barely leaped aside as a mass of claws raked across the void, missing him by inches. He rolled to his feet, sword appearing in his grip — a creation of his will, formed by imagination. The blade pulsed with cold golden light, he tried to mimick the emperor as close as possible.
Tendrils lashed out again. He slashed through them, the blade cutting clean, but more surged forward. The void trembled beneath his feet, shifting with each step. The creature moved faster than thought, its attacks relentless.
Claws tore at his mind, raking through memories. Terra. The Hive. The Scriptorum. Faces flashed before his eyes, each more distant than the last. He gritted his teeth, pushing the invading thoughts back.
No. Focus.
"My mind is my own." The words echoed through the darkness, and for a moment, the shadows recoiled. Cassian pressed forward, forcing the battlefield to shift around him. Stone pillars rose from the void, carved with the symbols of the Imperium. Gilded aquilas stretched skyward, their wings catching a faint golden light. The Scriptorum formed around him, cogitators humming softly, parchment scattered across the floor. His fortress. His mind.
The daemon hissed, shadows curling tighter. "You cannot fight me."
"Watch me."
They clashed again, silver blade against darkness. Each strike sent shockwaves through the void, the battlefield twisting with every blow. Cassian pushed harder, drawing on memories of the Imperium’s might. The walls shifted, massive statues rising around them — faceless warriors clad in ceramite, bolters raised in silent defiance. The shadows recoiled, the creature snarling.
But it was not enough. The daemon twisted the space around them, warping reality itself. The Scriptorum shattered, stone falling away beneath his feet. Cassian plummeted into darkness, the wind howling past his ears.
He hit the ground hard, rolling to his feet. The creature loomed above him, shifting forms faster than he could comprehend.
"You cannot win," it whispered. "You are alone."
Cassian staggered upright, gasping for breath. Alone. No. He was not alone.
He closed his eyes and reached deep into himself, past the pain, past the fear, past the doubt. He reached for the only thing that had kept the Imperium alive for ten thousand years. Something that he never believed in. Faith.
"Revelation," he whispered, the only name of the Emperor he remembered from his past life.
And it somehow worked. The void trembled. From the darkness rose the sound of marching boots — a thousand, a million, endless in number. Golden light pierced the shadows, illuminating the battlefield. Around him, warriors emerged, clad in gleaming power armor, their bolters raised. Imperial Guard troopers followed, bayonets fixed, eyes hard with resolve. The battlefield shook beneath their march.
The daemon shrieked, its form warping, shadows writhing around it. "No. This is impossible."
Cassian raised his sword, the golden light surging through him. "Nothing is impossible in the Emperor's name."
The golden warriors charged, bolter fire roaring through the void. Lasguns flared, cutting through the darkness. Cassian fought alongside them, his sword cutting through tendrils, severing shadows. The daemon thrashed, claws raking through the ranks, but the Imperium held.
And then, the golden light surged. Cassian felt it course through him, burning away the shadows, searing the void with holy fire. The light grew brighter, blinding, and for a moment — just a moment — he felt something.
A presence. Vast. Ancient. Watching.
The Emperor.
Golden wings unfurled behind him, massive and radiant. Cassian felt the power flood through him, his body barely containing it. He raised his sword high, the light pouring from him like a beacon. "My mind is my own!"
The void shattered. The daemon screamed, its form unraveling, torn apart by the golden light. The shadows fell away, the battlefield dissolving into nothingness. Cassian stood alone, sword raised, breath ragged. The golden warriors faded into the darkness, their duty done.
The void was silent.
Cassian lowered his sword, the golden light fading. He stumbled forward, falling to his knees. The battle was over. Or so he thought.
The shadows stirred. From the darkness came a whisper, soft and mocking.
"You may have won this battle… but the war is far from over."
Cassian clenched his fists, forcing himself to stand. "We'll see about that."
And the dream was shattered.
—-
Cassian jerked awake, gasping for air. The cold, sterile darkness of his quarters pressed in around him, and for a moment, he wasn’t sure if he was still dreaming. His body ached, every nerve screaming as though he’d been flayed alive and stitched back together. His head pounded, a dull, relentless throb that felt like molten iron being poured into his skull.
He blinked, trying to steady his breathing. The room was quiet. No whispers, no shadows crawling at the edges of his vision — just the familiar hum of the ship’s life support systems. He pressed a trembling hand against his forehead, skin slick with cold sweat. His heart hammered against his ribs, each beat sending fresh waves of pain through his skull.
It was over. He’d survived.
Cassian let out a shuddering breath, his mind replaying the dream — no, the battle. The memory of it lingered, as vivid as the pain burning through his body. The daemon’s laughter, the golden warriors, the blinding light… and that presence. The Emperor. He’d felt it. If only for a moment.
He pushed himself up, wincing as his muscles protested. His sheets were damp with sweat, clinging to his skin. He swung his legs over the side of the cot, bare feet touching the cold metal floor. The ship’s recycled air felt stale, each breath heavy in his lungs.
Cassian clenched his jaw and focused. Slowly, carefully, he reached inward, trying to grasp at that flicker of golden light, that power he’d felt. It had saved him — no, he had called it. Somehow.
His breathing slowed. He focused. The pain in his head sharpened, but he pressed on, searching for that thread of warmth, that divine spark. His pulse quickened as he felt it — faint, distant, like a candle in the dark. He reached for it, desperate to feel that power again.
Nothing.
The flicker vanished, slipping through his fingers like smoke. A searing pain lanced through his skull, and he doubled over, clutching his head with both hands. The pain was blinding, driving him to his knees. His vision swam, black spots dancing at the edges of his sight.
“Gaaah… damn it!” He hissed through clenched teeth, pressing his forehead against the cold floor. His breath came in ragged gasps, heart racing, head pounding. Whatever had happened in that dream… it wasn’t something he could just summon at will.
He gritted his teeth and pushed himself back onto his cot, head pounding with every movement. Of course it wasn’t his power. It had never been his. Just a desperate, fleeting moment where something — someone — had answered.
Cassian let out a bitter laugh, the sound hollow in the empty room. “Figures.”
He slumped back onto the cot, staring at the ceiling. His body ached, his mind felt like it had been torn apart and hastily stitched back together, and the weight of the past few days pressed down on him like a slab of ceramite. He needed to rest. The Machine Spirit was safe, now. He’d earned this.
Rest. Recover.
The whispers in his mind were silent now, but the weight of what he’d endured lingered. His body felt heavier than ever, muscles tight with exhaustion. His eyes drifted closed, and he slept peacefully for once.
—-
Cassian was on his way to the mess hall. His stomach twisted with hunger, and the ship’s mess hall wasn’t far.
The corridor was dim. The hum of the ship’s engines vibrated beneath his feet, a low, steady thrum that was almost comforting. The ship felt different now — quieter. Almost peaceful.
The mess hall was empty, save for the faint flicker of a cogitator screen in the corner. He slumped into a chair, dragging a nutrient pack from the ration dispenser. The food was cold and bland, but he barely tasted it as he shoved it into his mouth, chewing mechanically. His mind wandered as he ate, thoughts drifting back to the dream.
He’d faced a greater daemon. And survived. Barely. If not for… whatever that miracle he had conjured up, he’d be dead. Or worse.
Cassian leaned back in his chair, running a hand through his sweat-damp hair. His thoughts drifted to the Emperor. Was it really Him? Or had it been something else? Something using his faith, his desperation, as a conduit?
He clenched his fists, the memory of that power burning in his mind. He’d felt it — for a moment, it had been his. If he could grasp it again… if he could control it…
No. He shook his head, shoving the thought aside. That kind of thinking was dangerous. He wasn’t some blessed saint or chosen hero. He was just Cassian Vail.
Still… he’d survived. That was more than most could say.
Finishing his meal, he pushed the tray aside and rested his head against the cold metal table. He needed more time. More rest. His body felt like it was made of lead, his mind fraying at the edges.
One step at a time.
For now, he would rest.
—-
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Comments
Tyler T
Haven’t seen a status update in a while. Surely pimp-slapping a greater daemon with his brain is worth an update?
Rowan
The Emperor protects
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Darth Bane
When he fucks over tzeentch please have him say just as planned. Also call tzeentch a nerd.
Dajiinn
Burn the heretics
Phil Meyering
Yes! Destroy the darkness! LOL
