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I need a break
🕑 Added 2021-01-25 14:13:30 +0000 UTCHello Everyone
Venris Here
I hope all of you are already enjoying the new update. It was a big effort of the team to deliver it to you, and I just uploaded the last part of small fixes for the mod. That means we are moving to a new update now.
In addition to the new update, I have some more things to talk with you about. This update was very hard for me. There were many things that were a test of the mind. Renovation, discord’s random ban, update process itself, fact that I wanted to deliver it asap so you don't need to wait and recently whole modding drama. I want to say that since then I’ve received 0 credit requests, further accusations or any alleged evidence. I had made a mistake but I can say that I never did it out of malice. It was quite troubling for my mind but I also don’t want to excuse my deed. Mistakes were made, apology was given as soon as it was realized, all that was after is beyond me.
It took a heavy toll on me. I barely ate or slept last week. Had to disable the internet on my devices to not go into mental breakdown. I was very close to burnout. Those that dont know me, I am a very honest person, would never harm anyone on purpose. But I am also very focused on things I am doing and mistakes are being made, I try not to ever deny them.
My lovely wife and son helped me to get through that hard time. Also, many of you send me pms that I saw later. Would like to say thank you to those also. Without you I would break.
So I decided, modding on the scale of SFO will always have mistakes. Most important thing is to understand those mistakes. But I care, maybe too much at times. That's why I am going on a break from the modding and internet community. Need to recharge and clear my head so I can get back fresh and new. I don't know if I will be able to get back before the next DLC or even end of this game but don't be afraid. Mod team will be still working and probably I will be still working from time to time because I just love what I do. But I need to do it alone for a while. This situation wont delay any future updates a lot so again, don't be alarmed. We still have plans for this game that we want to get done before the next installment.
I hope you understand the situation I am in. Breaks have to be done from time to time, when someone gets like this but I assure you I will be stronger after this, I will be able to deliver you much better content.
Venris Out
UPDATE: CA resolved the matter.
https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/553234694422921219/805152963307241472/end_of_siege.png
Comments
Lincoln Feathery
We'll miss you, and it sucks people have made it tough for you. But it's really important you take that break if you need it. Enjoy and hopefully see you back ^_^
Relax and enjoy your break brother. Try to spend time with your family. Thanks again for this great mod.
