EMILIE PAYET
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The Emotionalist
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Too many times they've tried to frame our generation. Except we don't want that anymore. It's over. We want to find things for ourselves. We want to feel.
The Emotionalist.
And she asked him,
"What Will it be like?"
"The kingdom?"
And he said,
"It is like a seed,"
"a single grain of mustard seed,"
"which a woman took
and sowed in her garden."
"And it grew,"
"and it grew."
"And the birds of the air
made nests in its branches. »
Extract from Mary Magdalene original screenplay.
Life, from the infinite small that contains the entire universe, and that evolves and evolves, over time, to create space for all kinds to live together. This is Heaven.
« All in one
From the same stream to infinity »
Extract from the book Free Spirit
« Light the path I have chosen »
The search for oneself requires great courage and it is a path that many people are not ready to take and prefer to remain in social conformity in order to not be isolated or, in the extreme case, to be adored and loved. But when we go beyond conformity, we are never alone again.
Not knowing who we are doesn't mean we are a fraud.
« Magic is essentially a higher understanding of Nature. »
I was not always vegetarian. This happened without my knowledge. More than a year ago I went to Egypt. I was a bit devastated inside. I got the chance to visit the Pyramid of Khéops. When we succeeded in arriving in the grand chamber after a very long passage that would make all claustrophobic suffocate, the guardian of the pyramid said, « Everybody out! ». I looked him in the eyes with a desperate gaze. I don’t know how he understood me without speaking, but he told me, "You, you stay here." I was with a friend and he allowed my friend to stay as well. After "expelling" everyone, he showed me ways to connect to the energy of the pyramid, place of prayer, meditation position connected with the rock. Then he asked if I was from here, from Egypt. I answered, "Maybe in another life."
What happened after this day was that every time I was eating animals, I was covered with eczema everywhere, I was scratching myself to the blood but the most unhandled feeling was a mix of pain and deep sadness that was appearing from nowhere.
After several « tests » I came to understand that my being doesn’t accept animals anymore as food but toxicity. Then I remember my journey in the mountains of Argentina; I remember the chaman telling me, "you must detoxify your body. So during one month you must stop eating all animal kinds and stop refined sugar." It was quite hard because I felt the lack of these latter. But that is part of the rehab, right? It is after this month of striving that I came to « see » what Heaven is like. I gave it a name, « Lemuria » or « Tehima ». I understood the magic behind all that exists and promised myself to always act in harmony with it. Of course, back to Paris I failed my promise, but the pyramid experience caught me back, and I am grateful for it.
« Intelligence is the ability to live in harmony with one’s environment. » P.W
Of course my childhood had already prepared the field for it. I used to have fish friends. As I was swimming in the inner lagoon of an atoll named Ahe, every day a trumpet fish was swimming close to me; he was following me as long as I was swimming to the deep blue.
I loved to dive in the deep blue, even if it’s a bit scary at first, it tastes like freedom.
I don’t need my body anymore, I don’t need the ground, I can feel the whole Universe.
Is this what it feels like to be in the presence of God?
And when I was getting back to the shore, passing by his coral house, he was getting back inside, and I knew I would meet him the next day.
We also had this "eco-fridge" underneath our terrace on stilts. This fridge was not much more than a fence that we had fixed underwater to the main pylons of the stilts, so when we were fishing we would place our booty, alive, in this open-water aquarium to keep it fresh. We did not have electricity.
One night I was secretly playing with a fish we caught because I was impressed by how he looked; it was a fish I had never seen till then. It broke my heart to think that we would eat it, so I released him. Next day my dad was furious, telling me that one was actually something hard to catch and apparently delicious. It was a sole, but he was also my friend.
There is this interview of Joachim Phoenix saying that when he was 3yo, he and his siblings saw someone kill a fish in a very barbaric way. At that moment, he was so shocked that he decided he didn’t want to be part of this.
“Lack of empathy is the need for power and domination.”
"Overconsumption is the exile of the suffering of reality."
I met someone who told me that magic doesn’t exist and that we should stick to Darwin's studies.
He told me that I "think" that these things exist but that I cannot be certain.
He continued, "Do you see that tree over there? I think it's a tree, but I can't be sure."
A feeling of sadness washed over me... how could he have come to this? He didn't seem to have much of an argument.
I asked him to leave the poor tree alone, that I was seeing this tree as a friend, adding that he was going too far because it was as if I were saying to him, "I think you exist, but I can’t be sure you do exist."
He agreed with this…
How can we not believe in the magic that animates the universe but accept the potentiality of our own non-existence?
Descartes must be turning in his grave.
It is no longer I think, therefore, I am; but I think therefore I am perhaps not.
I should have said to this guy: "Even when you don't know, you feel."
I told him about the study made by a scientist in 1991 explaining that the heart has a brain and an electromagnetic field over 2-4 meters that catches all energetic information around. By feeling.
He told me that not every study is true.
He also told me he supported vegetarianism, but wasn’t, and that he was against consumerism but works for an e-commerce company.
I understood his pain. He must feel so lonely.
What kind of life does he have if he does not see the collateral beauty of all that exists, the collateral beauty of the universe, the magic? Therefore he might need a purpose to look for.
I felt that instead of being « for » something he was more « against » something.
I told him it is ok to disagree, and that I don’t disagree with Darwin’s work, but it is ok if he disagrees with a part of my vision that concerns magic. I added that maybe his own experience doesn’t allow him to understand this part of my vision. He got mad and cut our conversation out. He could no longer « dominate » the conversation. Also, because I said that "he couldn’t understand."
He left saying that his land was not fertile for these kinds of seeds.
"If you want to understand the world, consider it in terms of energy, frequency, and vibration." N.T
I came across 2 stories recorded about animals helping humans out. One of a dolphin that helps several ships to travel in a very dangerous canal nearby New Zealand by guiding them. Or the one of a one-leg homing pigeon named Cher Ami that saved 194 soldiers during the war, sending a message tied to her only leg.
Pigeons carry a crystal in their beak that allows them to sense the telluric electromagnetic field of the earth and so, can travel a very long distance without getting lost.
In the previous post I was talking about the research of Nikola Tesla based on the study of the telluric electromagnetic field of the Earth if you want to have a look. It’s magical and may open the field of a more sustainable source of energy.
Besides these humans’ rescues, other interspecies' rescues were recorded, like this lioness rescuing a baby monkey, whose mother was attacked and killed, from hyenas. Even dolphins saving whales from sharks and ship attacks.
Animal kind is so surprising.
They feel, they have empathy. That is the magical language of Nature.
Also they have forgiven us for what we have done and still do to them, to us.
Forgiveness is a must.
We are not all equal on the path of consciousness, and it’s okay to take the time each one needs.
My grandmother was a farmer and many times I saw her kill animals off the farm to sell them for a living. One time she killed my favorite rabbit, Ruby, who was living in a small cage with others; she tried to hide from me, pointing at another rabbit. I pretended but I knew it wasn’t. It was part of the cycle of life at that time. Today she doesn’t feel like eating meat anymore.
This article is not about the apology of veganism and anti-consumerism.
It is about acting in full consciousness, at our own pace, through the heart, to feel how to adjust the balance of our ecosystem, and bring back Heaven to Earth.
To make space for life more than money, corruption, and cruelty.
Everything we need is at our fingertips. We seek, we find, we evolve.
But it seems that we have stopped seeking and evolving.
We are taking comfort in what we have found and learned.
It worked for a while but cannot be sustainable now or in the future.
Everything around us is changing, and in subtle ways.
Perhaps it's time to let go of this need for control, artificial comfort, and the greed for gain in search of more control and comfort that doesn't feed the interstellar emptiness we may have within us. What is artificial cannot, in fact, fill us.
We can reinvent ourselves every day. Not everything is sealed; that is the path to consciousness.
Everyone has their own pace.
By being "for" evolution and not "against" those who are still behind.
It's not easy when everyone tells us it's over. We tend to believe it because it's easier than making the effort, which requires not only a lot of courage but also imagination!
"Imagination is the greatest power of human beings"
"When your education limits your imaginations, it’s called indoctrination" N.T
Don’t be afraid of changes, because it is happening anyway. Our world will change as we change.
So in every way you can, feel it.
That is the Aquarius spirit. The Emotionalist.
Happy Full Moon beautiful souls & Forever Thank You For Your Support <3
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Photography by Kim Akrich
Comments
Jim Dougan
May we all evolve on our journey as you have Emilie 🩵 and I see that you and Kim have made magic with these photos yet again 🤍
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I do have one request which I hope you will consider — I think it would be simply superb if you record reading the article in your voice (like a podcast) and post it on sound cloud or any other website so that it can reach even more people. And please don’t worry about any accent etc. at all. Art is art is art is art.
