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When so many things happen...
🕑 Added 2021-05-24 22:04:27 +0000 UTC...you feel like you're making it up.
So, there's been a lot going on here, and in case you haven't noticed, it's impacted productivity. I feel like I'm constantly making up bad scenarios, but I'm not.
They're just happening.
In April, my Stepfather passed away (that difficult decision you encouraged my Mum with? That was that), and in three days, I'm going to lose my last grandparent. It sounds really weird to word it like that, because she's taking the "Medically Assisted Dying" route.
I can't lie, it feels very strange to know when someone's going to go. I'm also currently not vaccinated, which means I'm going to have to slog through a regular's day work instead of going to the hospital.
I'm rambling.
I recorded some amusing things today, and I'll be editing them over the next day or two. I hope they're enjoyed, and I'm sorry for my lack of output. I would love for life to stop kicking me around for a while so I could have some fun, but here we are.
(Also, if you haven't switched over to the new $1 Ticketholder Tier, PLEASE do so. I don't want to keep charging y'all so much for something I clearly have no earned. If you don't know how to change tiers, message me and I'll get you sorted.)
All the love,
Codot xx
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You have my (long distance) support. I don’t feel it appropriate to say the usual, ‘condolences’ or ‘sorry for your loss’. Those words tend to not register, if at all, when going through loss and grief. I’ve had my share and you were part of how I made it through those dark times. I want you to know that even though we have never met, your life has impacted mine for the better and I wish to lend and ear, or post, whenever it is needed. PLEASE. Take care of yourself. Take your time. Step away and give yourself space when things feel suffocating. Find something to occupy your mind when your thoughts are too much. (I do video games and puzzles.) You matter. You are so much more than just your content, work and funnies that you provide us with. I’d like to think of you as a friend, even though we don’t interact much at all. Stay hydrated. Don’t forget to eat. Rest well. Take care of your mind as much as your body. Grieve as often as you need. Don’t be too hard on yourself. J
I'm so sorry, that's really hard. If you need anything, let us know.
