ThatShadowhare
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The dance continues
🕑 Added 2020-09-21 17:13:32 +0000 UTCHey everybody.
The awesome Logan just reached out to me, and due to important bills on his end he sadly had to cancel his pledge. I can't describe how much his support meant to me, and how much I've been enjoying to work on monthly pieces for him.
He's been an enormous boost to my morale and I'm extremely sad to see him go so suddenly.
We've exchanged a couple messages every now and then, and he is a very kind and sweet person, and I very much wish that he recovers fast and manages to get all his stuff sorted out. He mentioned vet bills so I seriously hope everything turns out well on that front, and all others too, naturally.
Thank you so so very much for your help Logan, I really wouldn't have made it to this point without your aid, seriously <3
Unfortunately now, I can't afford to talk about this without also mentioning myself, and how it affects my status quo, as much as I hate it.
Logan was an absolutely unexpected supporter who suddenly jumped in on the highest tier back then, and pretty much instantly elevated my situation from “basically starving” to “almost able to eat normally”, in addition of course to the incredible Joshua who's been my overwhelming guardian angel almost since the beginning of this whole drama.
Things have gotten better slowly since then, and this now is definitely a large hit to take, a major setback.
Thanks to all of you currently supporting me I'm still able to make basic errands, and I feel incredibly, insanely lucky for that, but I must emphasize again that this is not a positive turn of events overall.
Your aid is all that keeps me from breaking down once more at the moment, as pathetic as it may sound, and if you feel like there's something you can do to spread the word and let others know that I exist, my gratitude would be boundless.
I've been working on multiple projects relentlessly over the past few days, my energy levels were higher than ever, and now I immediately feel burned out and worthless again.
A whole month without struggling was a nice illusion as long as it lasted.
Nevertheless, I'm not going to drown in self-pity. I need to keep going.
At this point, not just for myself and my family, but also for you guys.
I'll upload a new picture I've been working on as a side-project soon tonight, to my Twitter and FA profiles, and I hope you'll all be able to enjoy it as well.
It's the result of my improving mental state and goes to show just how swiftly I was able to work this month. Ironically I finished it only just today, shortly before I saw Logan's messages.
Next I'll finish up an almost-done Patreon-exclusive piece tomorrow, and have plans for the near future already as well.
I might also do a bonus-FCFS-contest at the end of the month, if we manage to stay above 20 patrons this time, and I have one or two polls planned too.
The result of the poll(s) will have an impact on the type of content I'll upload on here, so keep your eyes open for that if you'd like to share your personal opinion on my thoughts. ^^
Okay then, I think that's enough for now.
Endless thanks to each and every one of you, sincerely <3
