Travis Starnes
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Going Home - Chapter 17
🕑 Added 2022-06-05 20:13:59 +0000 UTCSince it was still fairly early and I had time to kill, I decided to go by my parents’. I hadn’t visited since moving out and the last time I talked to Mom was days before the fire, so I figured I was due. They’d grown used to me going months without a phone call or an email when I’d been in New York City, but I knew my mom well enough to know that wouldn’t fly while I lived in the same town.
Besides, it would give Mom a chance to gloat about being right about the job with Orville.
I was surprised to see not only Dad’s truck in the driveway, since he’d normally be at the mine by now, but to see him under it.
“Should you be at work?” I asked, coming to stand next to his outstretched legs.
“Henry?” He said, pushing himself out from under the truck.
“Yeah. I was coming by to see Mom. Is everything okay?”
“It’s fine. Your mother is just worried about the pictures they took of my lungs and threw a fit until I took some of my leave time.”
“She’s inside mad that you’re out here working on the truck, isn’t she?” I asked.
Internally, I was a little concerned, but our relationship wasn’t really one where we’d talk about anything being wrong. I couldn’t remember Mom ever demanding he stay home sick, so whatever it was must be pretty serious.
“Of course. If it was up to her, I’d still be in bed acting like I was already dead,” he said, sounding legitimately angry.
“Something wrong with the truck?” I asked, changing the subject since he was getting a little heated about the subject of his health.
If he was sick, the last thing he should be doing is getting his blood pressure up. Of course, the second to last thing he should be doing was lying underneath a rusty old truck out in the summer sun, even if it wasn’t that hot yet. But it wasn’t like I’d have any more luck convincing him of that than Mom did.
“Just changing the oil. With everything going on, I got behind, especially with all the extra driving you did.”
I only borrowed his truck a handful of times, and drove Mom’s car more often than not, but I wasn’t going to get into that argument either.
“Do you need a hand?” I asked.
“Nah. I’m almost done. Go in and see your mother. It’ll give her something to do instead of pestering me.”
“Sure. Holler if you need anything.”
He just gave me a wave of the hand and slid back under the truck. I couldn’t help but shake my head. My dad was generally a good guy, always worked hard to provide for us and helped anyone who asked, but even when he was helping, he was as prickly as a cactus about it. I would say I was amazed he ever made friends, but I’d met most of them, and they were just as ornery as he was.
As he predicted, Mom was three steps away from the back door, arms folded, looking like I’d just tracked something in from the yard.
“That fool still under his truck?”
“If you mean Dad, yes. What happened at the doctor’s?”
“The scarring has spread to both lungs and the doctor said he’s gone from simple to complicated.”
Outside of coal country, most people would have needed further explanation, but black lung was common enough that most of us knew the language related to it by the time we were teenagers.
Simple black lung is what happens to most people who work under the ground long enough. Coal dust collects in their airways, scarring up the lungs and making it harder to breathe. It was generally livable, although it increased the chances of other lung-related diseases, which is why most miners were told to stop smoking when they got their first symptoms. Not that many did.
For those that managed not to die from lung cancer or heart failure, a frequent side effect of smokers with black lung, they sometimes progressed to complicated black lung. The main difference was the amount of scarring and black spots across the lungs. People with complicated black lung still had all the same stuff to worry about that they had when it was just simple black lung, but they also started having serious trouble keeping their oxygen levels up. Many ended up on constant supplemental oxygen or even ventilators when it got bad enough.
It wasn’t necessarily a death sentence. There were plenty of miners who’d been diagnosed complicated and continued to live for years afterward, pulling an oxygen tank behind them everywhere they went, but I couldn’t think of many who made it a decade after that diagnosis. That level of damage just opened them up to too many other diseases and left their body weakened from constantly fighting to survive.
“How far along is it? He seemed okay just now.”
“They said it’s progressed pretty far. For now, he’s okay if he’s up, but he starts coughing badly once he’s in his chair and has to get up every thirty minutes to walk around and get his breath back. They have him on a machine when he sleeps now; it sounds like I’m lying next to Darth Vader.”
Having to get oxygen while you sleep was usually one of the first steps. Of course, it varied widely how long it would take to get to the next step, especially if he stopped adding more dust on top of the rest of it.
“Is he going to retire?”
“No, stubborn old fool. He wants to finish out the year. He’s close to his pension vesting, and he wants all of it, like the money will do him much good if he’s dead.”
“You know he’s thinking about you,” I said, which was true.
Dad had always made it clear he didn’t want Mom to have to keep working when she retired, and he had no illusions that he’d outlive her. The Union had made sure the wives still got part of their husbands’ pensions after they passed, since so many of their members never made it far past retirement.
“Do you think I care about the money?” she asked, tears welling up in her eyes.
“No,” I said, stepping in and wrapping my arms around her. “I know it’s frustrating, and I know how stubborn he can be. Dad’s going to do what he wants to do. We both know that. Better to spend every moment with him we can, rather than being mad and fighting.”
She pushed me off and wiped away a tear before a laugh escaped in spite of herself.
“If I wanted reason, I would have called Reverend Dalton.”
“Dad wanted me to come in and tell you about my life, so I could distract you with my poor life choices.”
“What have you done now?” She asked, crossing her arms again.
“This time, it’s something you’re going to actually like. I just got back from the sheriff's office. Orville offered me a job the other day and I went in and accepted it this morning.”
“Really?” She asked, all anger and frustration at my father suddenly gone. “So, you’re going to stay here?”
“Yes, well, maybe. He let me have a three-month trial period to see if I still want to do it or if I want to go off and be a teacher.”
“Good. I think once you start, you’ll find you like it. It’s not going to be like it was in New York City and you won’t have Terri to make things worse.”
“Maybe. I just don’t want to get locked down if I really hate it.”
“I heard you did really well doing the whole fire thing. Of course, it wouldn’t have killed you to call me and tell me you were okay after jumping out of a burning building.”
“Half the town came through to gawk after, so I assumed you already heard it from ten other people by the time EMS cleared me. Besides, Orville had talked me into running the investigation and I wanted to get a jump on it.”
“Next time consider at least phoning.”
“Sure,” I said, knowing I had had no intention of doing anything of the sort.
“So, what made you change your mind? You were dead set against it when I brought it up.”
“Well, part of it was the investigation into the fire. If the NYPD had been that interesting every day, I would probably still be there. “
“It’s not always going to be like that,” Mom said, incapable of not taking the opposite side of anything, even when, as she’d pointed out, working for Orville was her idea in the first place.
“I know, but I’ll be involved in more than just walking a beat, since there’s only three of us.”
“Okay, but you said that was part of the reason. What’s the other part?”
“Things are going really well with Rosita, but we were both kind of keeping each other at arm’s length until now. I want to make it something more permanent and see if we have something.”
“Necking behind the windmill at the put-put in Summersville isn’t exactly arm’s length,” she said.
My mouth literally dropped open. My mom had good sources and if it had been here in town, I wouldn’t have been surprised, but we were an hour away and as far as I knew, she didn’t have a whole gaggle of friends in Summersville.
“How could you possibly know about that?”
“Tammy Mason took her nieces up there to play and called as soon as she got back to tell me about how inappropriate my son was.”
“Tammy Mason needs to mind her own business.”
“So, you really like this girl?”
“I do. She’s smart, funny, doesn’t take shit from anyone, and is a really good person. I mean, she called to ask for your help in arranging a bake sale to support George Cooper in rebuilding his shop and fed all of the people volunteering their time for free. It’s not like she’s making a killing at the restaurant. She also gives unsold food to the food pantry every single day so they can serve it to anyone who’s hungry, and when she found out the food pantry might close, she started thinking about how she could run her own.”
“I know. She talked about it with Elaine already, and Elaine mentioned it to me, seeing as how my son is dating her. I’m happy for you, Henry. She’s a sweetheart.”
I was shocked again. I couldn’t remember her ever complementing Terri. Of course, it turned out that just made her a good judge of character, but she’d been slightly prickly when Rosita had come by to pick me up for my doctor’s appointment, so I’d just assumed Mom would also have problems with her.
“Don’t look at me like that,” she said, interpreting the look on my face. “I’m not some sort of ogre. Yes, I didn’t like Terri, but you have to agree I turned out to be right about that. Rosita is no Terri. She’s a good person and she’s smarter than I think even you give her credit for. It’s why I mentioned the idea of your staying and working for Orville so you two could be together. I’m glad she managed to persuade you.”
I thought back over my interactions with Rosita. She hadn’t ever let on that she’d even considered the idea before I mentioned it. I couldn’t remember any overt efforts to convince me about it, but the fact that she’d played it so close to the chest made me realize she was a lot smarter, and sneakier, than I’d given her credit for.
“Maybe you and Rosita should talk less.”
She waved the notion away, “Nonsense. Now, if you two are getting serious, I think you should bring her by for dinner. Your father’s never met her. Besides, I think she might like the chance to have someone else cook, for a change.”
“Do you really think Dad cares who I’m dating?”
“Of course he does. She’s closed Sunday nights, right? Let’s see, I’m busy this coming Sunday. How about the next Sunday?”
“Maybe we shouldn’t …”
“Great. Sunday it is. I’ll give you a chance to ask her, but if I don’t hear from you this week, I’ll call and make sure she’s okay with it, so I know what to get from the store.”
“I’m not getting out of this, am I?”
“There’s a good boy,” she said, patting me on my cheek. “Since you’re here and you’re all healed up, I have some stuff out back I need you to move around.”
She called the last half of that sentence over her shoulder, assuming I was already following behind her. I guess it was a good sign that Mom liked Rosita enough to invite her for dinner already. She didn’t invite Terri over until after we were married, and even then, a lot of times when she knew Terri already had plans, probably in hopes that she’d say no.
Although the downside of my mother actually liking the person I was dating hadn’t occurred to me until now.
Mom kept me busy for most of the day. When I’d been a kid, Mom had always kept a list of things she needed to have done, but I had assumed she’d just found a way to deal with all of that on her own once I’d moved away for good. I’d obviously been wrong, since most of the things she’d had for me were tasks that had clearly been building up for a while, including rearranging their tool shed, taking down Christmas lights that must have gone up several years before, and clearing out a ton of brush and junk from the back yard, a lot of which was dumped on the roadside in front of their house that Dad hauled around back to keep the driveway clear. I was surprised she’d given me a reprieve from it when my leg had been healing, since it took literal broken bones to avoid chores when I was a kid.
By the time I finally finished and she let me leave, it was closing in on dinner time, so I decided to head to Rosita’s, mainly because we hadn’t spoken since the events of the previous night and I just enjoyed being with her, even when it was just mopping floors and washing dishes while she worked the dinner rush.
It was already a little busy when I finally walked all the way down. In Buxton, most people just ate at home and we didn’t have any fast-food places, the closest being down in Summersville along the 19. We had a couple of places people could eat out, but they were all as much bars as they were restaurants, although significantly nicer than places like the Hole in the Wall.
There had been a burger stand and ice cream place when I was younger, but these days people mostly went up to Summersville if they wanted a night out, at least until Rosita opened her place. I think what made her so successful was that she kept everything inexpensive, without all the bells and whistles people seemed to think they needed these days.
Of course, it helped that she kept her menu simple, so everything she made was some combination of the same ten or so ingredients. She’d explained it to me one day when I commented on how cheap everything was in comparison to what I was used to in New York City. I’d been making a joke, but she’d taken it seriously and actually given me an answer.
It was still more expensive than cooking at home, but only by a little bit, which explained why she did such steady business. Even in a place like this, if people had a chance to eat a decent meal that they didn’t have to make themselves and not suffer too big of a dent in their wallet by doing it, they would. It wasn’t the kind of business that a fast-food place would be able to cover its payroll and franchise fees, but it was enough to keep Rosita going.
Most of her orders were people picking up ‘to go’ on the way home from the mine or wherever, so the restaurant itself didn’t get packed. She did most of the work by herself most days, which is why I didn’t mind pitching in to help her out.
Honestly, I was surprised no one else had tried to do something similar. I could think of a few other styles of food you could get away with only having a few ingredients and still offer several choices. There was money to be made if someone was willing to put in the kind of work she did.
There weren’t any customers yet when I got there, since it was still a little early. I walked through the front doors like normal and got almost to the counter so I could call back for her when she came bursting through the pass-through door, leaping into my arms and wrapping her legs around me. It was a good thing my leg was mostly healed, because I almost didn’t brace myself before she crashed into me.
“Oooff!” I said, reaching quickly around her to try and support some of the weight.
I might have said more, except her lips smashed into mine, ending any attempt to say anything else.
When she finally broke the kiss, I said, “Not that I’m complaining, but what’s with the reception?”
“Ohh,” she said, sliding off me and taking a step back, looking away to avoid eye contact. “I was just … I didn’t know if you were going to come see me after … what happened last night?”
“What do you mean? Why wouldn’t I see you after that great meal and an hour spent making out? Hell, that was one of the best nights I’ve had in a long time. If that’s what you call a bad night, I can’t wait to experience a good one,” I said, giving her a grin.
“Shut up,” she said, returning the grin and punching me in the arm. “You know what I mean.”
“I do, and I told you last night that I understood and it didn’t bother me. I’m sorry I didn’t call, today kind of got away from me. I went by and told Orville I was taking the job and then I went by my parents, because I hadn’t talked to them in a while. After busting my chops, Mom put me to work and kept me so busy I didn’t have a chance until now.”
“So, you’re not upset with me?” She asked.
“Of course not. Now, this isn’t the confident, badass girl I was hanging out with yesterday. Let’s considered this settled, agree that you’re my girlfriend, I’m crazy about you, and you’re telling me what I can do to help around here.”
“Ohh, I’m your girlfriend? Maybe you should check with me about that first?”
I smiled, happy to see the normal, confident Rosita return.
“Fine, I jumped the gun. Rosita, I’m crazy about you and I don’t seem to make you violently ill or anything. Now that I’m staying in town, how about we make things more official between us, instead of this ‘we’re just hanging out’ thing?”
“You suck at this, you know that?”
I shrugged and said, “Yeah, well, I’m challenged.”
“Clearly. But I guess I should keep you from bothering any of the other women in town,” she said with a laugh before leaning into me and kissing me again, giving me my answer for real.
“Okay, I have some orders to take and you already have some dishes to do,” she said, pushing away and turning back towards the pass-through door with a swish of her hips.
“Ohh, before I forget, my mother wants us to have dinner with them Sunday after next.”
“Are we at the ‘dinner with your parents’ step already? That was fast,” she said.
One of the things I’d noticed about her was that, when she was in a really good mood, she made constant sarcastic, or at least teasing, comments.
“Until today, you’d actually talked to my mother more recently than I had. I’m surprised she didn’t just call you to invite us, instead of asking me about it.”
“Hmm, maybe I should give her a call and see if there’s anything I can bring.”
“How about no. Let’s keep this more normal and have you not feel comfortable calling up my mother?”
“Fine. I’ll save it for when you’ve done me wrong and I need her help getting you in line,” she said, giving me another of her radiant smiles.
“I regret everything!” I said, returning the smile and heading back to the sink to start washing dishes.
Comments
Travis Starnes
I can see why it seems like it's ending early, since I said I want to finish it by the middle of this month, but it's more a case of, I have it fully outlined, so I know more or less how much is left, and I'm going to be just powering through those chapters instead of writing some of everything, so I can finish it. The book is still going to end where it was always going to end, I just fell behind on the chapters for this one, so I need to push through to finish it this month (which was always the plan, I just should have been getting more chapters out in May and April)
Travis Starnes
I'm definitely not planning on ending it early. It was designed to be a single stand alone story following the main characters life crisis and learning who he was again and how he wanted his life to go. Were just over half way through, so there's still a lot of story left to tell, but the outline is design for a full character story arc.
Brett Grayson
Hated to read of your intent to terminate this story early.
