PANGXXX
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Important notice.
🕑 Added 2022-11-20 06:18:03 +0000 UTCThank you for your continued support. I am an ALS patient. I have lost my freedom since I was a child, and I have been doing nothing. I love 3D animation, and after I got into blender two years ago, I thought I could do something to please myself. Later, I found that people loved what I made, which made me full of energy and forget my pain. It was the happiest time of my life because I found that I was not useless and that I could make some people happy. But the good times didn't last, and I became less and less able to ignore my deficiencies. I can't even sit and animate for long, and whenever I want to go any further in animation, I think, I'm going to die, what's the point of all this learning. So I made some animations over and over again, which made me more and more anxious. I asked myself "why can't you do better?" and "what's the use of all this effort?" and it became a huge burden for me to update the animations on time. I feel like my days are numbered, and I don't want to put myself in a situation where I can't feel comfortable. I wanted to go back to my original liking for 3D animation, rather than forcing myself to work. Therefore, I will not update the animation on time from this month, and the updated animation may be a simple circular animation. I want the rest of my time to be more for myself. Thank you. Love you
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Thank you for sharing your fantastic art with people, full of love for you
TT
Although you are sick, but this disease is not incurable, so you should have confidence, as long as you insist on not giving up, with the improvement of the level of science and technology in the future, your disease will be cured, so you have to believe me. Don't be pessimistic, let's all work together to help encourage you. If animation makes you uncomfortable, please don't continue, I will always keep my membership. Always support you
一切都会好起来，一起都将如你所愿。
Squid_scientist
Спасибо тебе за твоё творчество печально что все так сложилось
Thank you for making a lot of exciting works. I really appreciate it. These works accompanied me to spend lonely day. I never forget you to make Marie and Honoka so cute. Love you so much, dude.
fhjfghjf
Hope to recover，Take care of your body.
Thank you for everything you've done. You are my hero in the field 3D animation. Hope you can feel better soon. Take a good rest.
You have already shown your own light in the field of 3D animation. You have attracted a lot of people to like you. Your work will always see and like, and will stay in people's hearts. But I have nothing to do. I really admire you. I can know you and I am proud of it. If you are tired, you can relax. You do n’t need to force yourself.
Birdman
Oh don’t worry about a thing dude. Just rest and enjoy life. I love your animations and I love you dude. Don’t know if this means anything to you but I’ll say a prayer for you every night. Stay strong and love life. We all wish you the absolute best.
lemon
Thank you for always bringing us such great work! Take your time, we are all by your side, wish you better and better!
Lotuscube
No matter what... You are animator god to me and I love your work, I´ll never regret bring little help to your cause.. :)
nam
Damn, I'm sorry you're having to deal with this. Do what you have to do for yourself.
老哥加油
Cyberdildonics
I haven't been a patron for very long, but my heart goes out to you after reading this Pang. Please do whatever you feel you need to, and remember that your patrons really appreciate your efforts and value the content you've provided us. Take care.
Anonymous
Thank you for so many wonderful animations! Wishing you all the best.
SuicuneSol
Take care! Don't worry about the future, and focus on the now. That's how I get through difficult thoughts.
GESTALT
It is an upset notice. Thank you for your excellent work and I hope there were some treatment which could help your disease. Don't be upset, every thing will be right.
支持！加油！
x524
Sad to hear :( You can work on one animation over several months if it reduces the pressure on you Pang.
Also I’m really sorry to hear about your condition, that can’t be easy for you, just please know that the things you have produced have been enjoyed immensely, your animations are some of the best things I’ve ever seen and they’ve certainly brightened up several of my days over the last year! Thanks for everything you’ve given us!
Don’t be too hard on yourself Pang, you take the time you need to reset and find the passion for your hobby again. The work you produce is amazing, whenever you choose to bless us with another I’m sure it’ll be worth the wait!
Ching Ka Wai
Take a good rest bro, we all supporting you. Don't make the works like a product, it should be more like a hobby to share with. A genuine supporter won't mind to wait cuz your works worth to wait!! Now go get some fresh air and inspiration. We look forward to see you.
best wish for U ,from china
プレミアム和牛めちゃ美味しいSteak
We all appreciate the amazing works you've made for us, and we will continue to support you. Take a well deserved rest and I wish you all the best <3 Thank you for all the hard work
Do take a rest, don't feel pressured to meet monthly deadlines. Together, we as a community know that quality takes time; take as much of it as you need. May the kindling within you return alight; may you find comfort once again.
Sourcefan
Damn, that was a brutal thing to read. You are at a severe physical disadvantage but still put it in time and effort to bring us amazing works time after time. Thank you for your services and I wish you all the best.
Diablo Disciple
Thank you for your hard work! Please be as well as you can. I wish you good luck and hope you can find more joy and purpose in life <3
slchan428
Take a good rest
