Jessie Beale
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Patreon Update // I've been MIA
🕑 Added 2022-11-30 03:32:31 +0000 UTCFirst of all, I'm sorry! I went totally off grid for a moment there, but I guess that's travelling, right? I don't pre-schedule posts on my social media platforms, I like to write & post whatever I'm feeling in the moment, but that also means you don't hear from me when I go trekking deep into the Laos jungle.
I've spent the past 3 days in the world's highest treehouse, technology free & hot water free π₯Ά but how can you complain when you've got a jungle view!
There was a group of 8 people on the trip, and one of my favourite quotes is 'strangers are simply friends and haven't met yet', and that's just what they were!
I met a girl named Tash. We found ourselves in deep conversation about mental health after she commented on my mushroom t-shirt and struck up a chat about magic mushrooms.
I was honest about my struggles, and she spoke about hers. I told her that I had suffered from drug induced psychosis and it has changed the way I see the world and how I continue to interact. She stopped me and said, 'I don't think it's psychosis... have you heard of DP?'
Depersonalization-derealization disorder
[Depersonalization is described as feeling disconnected or detached from one's self. Individuals may report feeling as if they are an outside observer of their own thoughts or body and often report feeling a loss of control over their thoughts or actions. Perceiving the world around them as foggy, dreamlike/surreal, or visually distorted.]
I told her that I had never heard of this before, but everything she explained just fit perfectly as if it were a puzzle waiting to be solved.
Who knows if this is my diagnosis or if it's something else entirely, but what I know for sure is that I need an answer, however long that will take me.
Below is the link to my IG post of The Gibbon Experince ππΌ
https://www.instagram.com/p/ClkcmDHBvtf/?igshid=N2ZiY2E3YmU=
