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comic progress (scene 45) 🌿 etc.
🕑 Added 2020-03-23 23:00:45 +0000 UTCthe scene is slowly coming together! i will probably upload the scene in two parts again, the first 2 or 3 pages this month and the other pages early next month! public update is planned for this week, too!
i have a small tidbit for the second panel, too. Noah's surname is Süßholz. that's german and literally means "sweet wood" - but it's also the plant (with beautiful flowers and all) from which they get licorice. now i must confess i'm not the biggest fan of licorice, but i really like the neutral name "Süßholz" so i chose this one for him and his family 🌿
Robin's surname is Morgenstern. that's german and means "morning star" 🌟 both of the surnames aren't super common but they do exist (one of my friend's surname is Morgenstern) and i wanted to have fitting ones for them!
soo, what else ;;
the good news are that for some reason i see a lot of improvement when it comes to my drawing skills. maybe not exactly in how it looks but i notice that i have not such a hard time with lining currently and sketching works really well, too. i can't draw very often but every time i do then it works quite well, so in a shorter time i can get something done, and that really gives me a small push every time!
the bad news are that i see not much improvement with my health, like... time to be realistic. i said i hope i will be better in a few weeks. now i just hope i will be better in a few months. feeling dizzy is my default state currently, unfortunately. but i can't even be frustrated about it anymore. it's just like it is and when the dizzy waves come i just let them wash over me and then when it's a bit better i continue with whatever i just was about to do! i really should go for a check up in early April to get tested again and to see if the meds even work, but i don't know if i can because of the current world situation ;; but i try to distract myself and wait.
i know i ask a lot of you to be so patient with me ;; but i have hope that it will be okay. and i will not stop with the comic or put it on hold or go on hiatus, i really don't want that... it's the one kind of stability i really need right now. working on this project, drawing, writing, and seeing small progress and your reactions. and because i know my readers are waiting for the continuation it gives me extra motivation
it's just that i can't guarantee anything, like i don't know how many pages i'm able to do or if i can finish whole scenes at once, so i don't want to lie to you and promise you a lot of content. but i will always show the pages i have done! and try to show wips and also sometimes give you sketch collections etc.
all pages that will be posted from now on will be really interesting and reveal a lot, that's something i can tell you for sure 💙 ;;
thank you so much for your support always, it means so much to me. i can't thank you enough. 💕 please stay safe i love you
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Just take care of you, do what you feel good for you, don't think about us, we will just stay here, being patient, loving and support you to feel better. Never loose hope, everything will be fine on day 💚
toblerone231
I keep missing your updates 😭😭😭 But I’m so excited!! Though sad you’re still having a hard time.... hopefully something can be figured out soon!! Stay safe and healthy!! ❤️
Not to be nosey but have the doctors checked your thyroid? When mine went out of whack I couldn’t even get out of bed because the room was spinning so much. I’m better now but when I do get dizzy spells I find focusing on something you know shouldn’t move helps a lot. Good luck and I hope your health improves. As for your work it’s great as always and I’m glad you feel your skills are improving. Can’t wait to read the upcoming chapter!!! I love these boys!!!!
Ugh, going to sound like a broken record but oh well: do NOT worry about us. Don’t push yourself. Create for you and do what you need to for you, the rest will come. Its good to hear that drawing seems easier and you are getting some joy from that. Right now everything to do with health is scary. Can only speak for myself but I really hope things can become clearer and easier for you. Do take care, be careful and stay safe Fanta. We love you too ❤️ On another note: Robin as cute as ever. Thank you for the interesting tidbits, but hey yeah liquorice is bad! bleh🤢 but it’s a really cool word
Keela
I’m sorry for your health and really hope you get some answers soon!
Omigono Foreverchangingsky
Noah's heart and their future together
Okay, so I noticed this before... but what on earth does Robin have in that duffel bag? <><> Other than that... Take your time. Being in your current state and still having the will to work is already very admirable in my book. I hope that you can see your doc asap and they can either explain what's going on or try something new with you Q3Q
Take your time and take care of yourself, we are always here for you🍀❤️
Cj Taylor
💙💙 I hope you feel better fawnta we love you and your work is so worth the wait I can't wait for any new post I get super happy to just see little snips of it
Hey. Guess what? We love you ❤️ take all the time you need Also perpetual dizziness sounds awful... I really hope you feel better ~talk
SkyeBoo13
Take your time, look after yourself and stay safe 😘 xx
