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Kai and Jasper + scene 36 wip + progress
🕑 Added 2019-04-12 00:59:40 +0000 UTChere's what the finished (cropped version) guest art for kan's first volume of #muted looks like! it was super fun to draw them π they're so soft (for each other)!! and i love them very much ; _;
scene 36 is in work, too, but it's not going as smoothly as i wanted, to be honest. i've been shuffling panels around and keep changing the monologue, and got stuck at one point. there are certain things i want to show that are very important, but they're kind of subtle, and i have to figure out how to properly depict them in panels. maybe i will cut the scene in half after all, and add some more pages instead. both boys a bit of a mess currently ('currently' i say djfhs), and their feelings for each other are too, and i just want to give it enough space..
while writing scenes i have clear pictures in my mind and the dialogue flows... of course after a while i have to change stuff a bit, because i keep improving my storytelling, too, but that's not the only thing that sometimes takes a bit longer. once i get to draw it, i have to choose which expressions and movements i want to show, a bit like in a movie - and most of the time it happens without me thinking too much. i do a lot of things because "it feels right". and most of the time the characters act on their own, they do things i haven't really planned (that's what adds the actual movement usually. like holding onto cups, or fidgeting with fingers etc). those are small things and i let them happen because i love when it happens <3
here i started to think too much halfway through and i accidentally got myself stuck a bit and it became kinda blurry. there is also a lot on my mind that's not really related to the scene itself but keeps interfering while i try to work on it and i hope i will figure it out soon. for now have a few panel wips <3 i'll keep you updated on the progress ππ¦ please take care ily
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glad you enjoy the #muted fanart!! it was really nice to draw them, and while drawing and looking at pages as references i got sidetracked so often because i started to reread entire episodes π also thank you so much ;; you don't know how *much* your words mean to me actually! i keep seeing your name since months, and the names of some others too, leaving nice feedback and thoughts, and you're there and i feel you're invested, and i'm glad i can share the boys with you like this. it feels lonely if i can't share even though that's literally all i want, but public updates sometimes make me want to crawl into my hermit crab shell and not come out again... which is what i've been struggling with and working on the past weeks, and what i need to figure out, too. so thank you for telling me that it has become a part of your life ;; ππ¦π i'm gonna absorb your good vibes and use them to power through this scene πΈ love you!
toblerone231
I always love seeing your depictions if each otherβs characters!!! Theyβre so sweet, I just love them (foreverrrrrr)!!! I finally got paid so Iβm so excited to preorder tomorrow!! β€οΈβ€οΈβ€οΈ Iβm sorry you feel youβre struggling recently! Hopefully thing shift and work into something that clicks for you. Always happy to hear from you about everything thatβs happening! Ghost Lights feels like such an integral part of my life (just as your Boys are!) so itβs always a joy to see any and all sides of it, including reminders that itβs not just a matter of throwing out the first thing that you have. You put such care and thought into your work, and itβs such a joy to witness! β¨ Good thoughts and vibes sent to you from afar! β€οΈ
