PervertMuffinMajima
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August poll
🕑 Added 2021-07-30 01:42:04 +0000 UTCAnd the poll ended!! Thanks to everyone who voted, I'm going to start doing content with the characters of this month as soon as I can.
I also wanted to mention that I'm sorry for the lack of content lately, Menat posters has been taking more time than expected because of some errors and constant blender crashes.
I tried to use a render farm (yay) but apparently I can't render the images in that render farm (Renderstreet) because this blend file is full of glitches, so I contacted the support team and they told me the next thing:
''I checked the render logs for your file, and there are a lot of driver-related errors there. Ultimately, Blender crashes and this may be caused by these faulty driver scripts. I recommend fixing these errors and then sending the file again to us for rendering.''
And well, they were right, that would explain why each Menat's render is taking me 3 hours, and in 4k 16 fucking hours, and why is constantly crashing, the worst thing is that I actually don't know how to fix this errors without having to make all the posters from scratch... so yeah, looks like I'm not starting well this month xD but I'm not wasting the time, I'm going to make Menat posters with the glitches and everything, it only affects performance and the time of each render, and while I render the menat posters I'm also preparing Excella Gionne for some images, those with some luck are not going to take me that much time (I hope).
After that I'm going to do something with one of the winner characters of this month's poll, and then I'm going to start with a set of Momiji and Tifa.
I also want to thank to everyone who are still here, I know that previous month was really ... empty? for putting it in some way, but I'm really going to amend all this shit, I love what I'm doing here in blender, so I just want to make that clear, I'm not dead, I'm not going to start doing the minimum to keep just a couple of patreons, I'm actually observing that people are becoming more interested in my work in blender, which makes me very happy, so don't worry, this month will possibly be one of the most active (unless I get struck by a fucking lightning) so yeah... thanks to everyone, and that's it, have a good night/day and take care people.
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Hi everyone, first of all I want to say that I am sorry that I have been so inactive this month, I have not felt very well lately (mentally) and that has been reflected in my performance and I am truly sorry about that.
I promise that this month will be completely different and that this will not be repeated.
I've been emotionally and mentally unstable before, but I never let that affect my work here on blender/patreon idk, it's something I've already learned to deal with over time (we're all fucked up in someway at the end of the day) but I'm ashamed to say that this time it overwhelmed me and I'm really sorry for it.
Having said that, I will move this month's unfinished projects to August, which include: 5 posters with Excella Gionne and an imageset with Momiji and Tifa together (Tifa and Momiji will remain as options to select in the August poll).
I also wanted to mention that probably during August I will finally subscribe to a render farm (if it's not that expensive...) and that there is a high probability that I will buy a new pc (this is not confirmed yet, it could be the next month), this is because I have been saving all the money that I have generated from patreon for the last 8 or maybe 7 ? months, so thank you all for your support, without you this would not be possible, I can only promise that I will continue to improve in what I do, learning new things and investing more in resources to improve my work in blender, thanks again and I wish you all a good afternoon/day/night.
Comments
Xasumi
I just wish it could be Kasumi once more and not like the 4th time of Honoka... -_- But anyway take your time, no need to apologize and never push yourself too. I did push myself for pics before and it destroyed me for days even weeks. Just take your time, rest and be back at your 110%
caput4ever
As usual there is no need to apologize, dude. One because you still put out awesome content this month, and two because it’s important that you take care of yourself first and foremost. Finding the right balance between producing content and looking after your own well-being is nothing to be sorry for or be ashamed of. It remains a pleasure to support you and watch your work continue to improve, and please be sure to take care of yourself too 🙏
YoungSimp
Take your time men, do not push yourself, if you are feeling better then it’s great
