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Good morning! Pretty light.
Good morning! Pretty light.
Hey remember me? I still have immaculate titties. Have a ni..
Hey remember me? I still have immaculate titties. Have a nice day!
10 Minutes- teasing, BJ, cowgirl, doggy Rain: I have an ide..
10 Minutes- teasing, BJ, cowgirl, doggy Rain: I have an idea involving the fireplace Me: oh? Rain: well it's not an idea so much as just boning in front of the fireplace Me: excellent
What kind of content do you find hot/want to see more of?
What kind of content do you find hot/want to see more of?
Thank you for 300 fans! You have no idea what it means to me..
Thank you for 300 fans! You have no idea what it means to me. Here's a little early valentine's day thank you. A little tease + shortest Beautiful Agony ever 🌹❤
7 minutes of super enthusiastic cock sucking by yours truly,..
7 minutes of super enthusiastic cock sucking by yours truly, ending with him cumming in my mouth and on my face. I REALLY love giving this man blowjobs. Can you tell? 😈
Boop.
Boop.
New unedited quickie B/G video! 6 minutes, half blowjob and ..
New unedited quickie B/G video! 6 minutes, half blowjob and half missionary with great view of my legs/feet bouncing as he fucks me. If you've been missing the foot content, this is for you! Plus lots of moaning- I'm always super vocal. Nothing staged or polished, just real amateur sex. 😈🧡
Just a little tease for you today. Some foot-fetish friendly..
Just a little tease for you today. Some foot-fetish friendly fucking coming your way tomorrow!
The people spoke and we've listened- more B/G content coming..
The people spoke and we've listened- more B/G content coming your way 😈 Here's a brand new, spicy 7:00 long B/G video including POV blowjob and doggie-style action!
Thank you to everyone who has supported me through a year of..
Thank you to everyone who has supported me through a year of unprecedented hardship. I am looking forward to getting a job and joining the real world as soon as I'm able (I've been applying everywhere) but until then this is what's keeping the internet on. Merry Christmas to all you beautiful, sexy souls!
just a lil update
just a lil update
Wore something other than leggings and a sweater today going..
Wore something other than leggings and a sweater today going out to a TFT event. Great reminder that I can still look cute!
For the high heel lovers. I don't think I can bring myself t..
For the high heel lovers. I don't think I can bring myself to part with these.
One last lil gallery in this number, giving away a lot of my..
One last lil gallery in this number, giving away a lot of my clothes and costumes as I consolidate my belongings. End of an era.
It's been really difficult to make content in the thick of t..
It's been really difficult to make content in the thick of this depression. I'm overwhelmed by fear for my future on a near-constant basis, realizing at 33 years old that I'm an Adult *hild who never formed discipline or learned how to take care of life's responsibilities on my own. I've been recklessly careening from one codependent situation to the next, I've only held one full time job in my life and it ended in a nervo...
From the vault! 2013 video of me teasing and getting naked i..
From the vault! 2013 video of me teasing and getting naked in thigh high stockings, 7:30 long
8 photos of my feet with new slightly messy nail polish, arc..
8 photos of my feet with new slightly messy nail polish, arches, wrinkly soles and slightly dirty heels
You mean I have to work and feed myself and keep doing thing..
You mean I have to work and feed myself and keep doing things...forever? Never in my life have I experienced depression like this. Post-manic crash 0/10 do not recommend Here have some titties
It gets worse before it gets better... but it does get bette..
It gets worse before it gets better... but it does get better, right?
I hate feeling so far away from my life and myself, dissocia..
I hate feeling so far away from my life and myself, dissociation is rough so this is the best I can do today. I am getting in the habit of doing yoga in the morning, taking a walk with my dog in the afternoon, and streaming in the afternoon/evening. Trying to focus on the good over the loneliness, but it's a challenge. Thank you for your support 💙🧡
15:00 video of me watching porn and orgasming (3x) for the f..
15:00 video of me watching porn and orgasming (3x) for the first time since my episode. This is not highly produced, sexualized stuff. It's raw, quick and dirty, unedited footage of me at my desk cumming 3 times in 15 minutes, capturing both my moans and (accidentally) the audio of what I'm watching. I'm trying to reconnect with my body and remember what it feels like to experience pleasure, and I still feel anxious being captured at ...
Just a few shots in one of my favorite dresses from ye olde ..
Just a few shots in one of my favorite dresses from ye olde clubbing days.
10 pics + Dancing to Glorybox by Portishead, one of my favor..
10 pics + Dancing to Glorybox by Portishead, one of my favorites. Trying to stay connected to my body at a time when I feel disconnected from everything most of the time. This medication makes my body movements a bit jerky, please be kind. Did some yoga and meditation tonight, really trying to hold on to a sense of identity amidst the fog. Thank you for your support and understanding.
Locked: 6 images + 1.5 minute video of me showing off my wri..
Locked: 6 images + 1.5 minute video of me showing off my wrinkly soles, pointing my huge big toes, and rubbing/playing with my feet
I hope I'm restabilizing. I feel clear-ish right now, though..
I hope I'm restabilizing. I feel clear-ish right now, though still challenged in terms of how much I can do mentally. Went for a walk with a friend, did a little bit of writing, and recorded some vocals for a song Rain produced. Praying to god we're out of the storm for now, though it's only been a few hours so I am trying not to count my chickens before they hatch. Thank you all from the bottom of my heart for your support and encour...
20+ pics and 2:21 video of me teasing in booty shorts and fi..
20+ pics and 2:21 video of me teasing in booty shorts and fingering myself in the luscious light. Dear god, please don't let me slip between the cracks of society and spiral down into a fog of homelessness and mental illness. Please bring me grace and help me learn to manage this anxiety and dread. Please bring me back to stability. Please let the depression subside. I am suffering so badly and I just want to wake up from this nightmare.
EDIT: Welp, turns out Latuda is NOT for me and started causi..
EDIT: Welp, turns out Latuda is NOT for me and started causing acute psychosis on its own. COOL. Thanks for your patience and understanding. Still working toward independence. Still facing a huge life transition and erratic mood swings about my situation. Still grateful for every dollar. Still returning to hope and surrender as best I can.
The locked video is 5+ minutes of me rubbing my clit till a ..
The locked video is 5+ minutes of me rubbing my clit till a nice, gentle orgasm. Took a break from reading the Dalai Lama because I just had to touch myself- the past few days I've felt turned on by everything, myself included. I imagined Rain waking up and "catching" me and then finishing me off with his tongue but no such fantasy played out, alas. Maybe next time 😈
I am remembering myself in all of my forms, and boy howdy ha..
I am remembering myself in all of my forms, and boy howdy has it been a wild ride. Last night I had another wave of panic and mental anguish. Sat on the couch increasingly hysterical, contemplated going in to the local treatment center, poor Rain at a loss for what to do with me. He and a benadryl calmed me down and helped me talk myself through the madness. These waves feel increasingly purposeful, like the purging of layers of fear, shame, a...
